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第1章

作者:Thomas Hardy 字数:25196 更新:2026-03-10 23:43:00

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PREFATORYNOTE

Thefollowingstory,thefirstpublishedbytheauthor,waswrittennineteenyearsago,atatimewhenhewasfeelinghiswaytoamethod。Theprinciplesobservedinitscompositionare,nodoubt,tooexclusivelythoseinwhichmystery,entanglement,surprise,andmoralobliquityaredependedonforexcitinginterest;butsomeofthescenes,andatleastoneofthecharacters,havebeendeemednotunworthyofalittlelongerpreservation;andastheycouldhardlybereproducedinafragmentaryformthenovelisreissuedcomplete——

themorereadilythatithasforsomeconsiderabletimebeenreprintedandwidelycirculatedinAmerica。

January1889。

TotheforegoingnoteIhaveonlytoaddthat,inthepresenteditionof\'DesperateRemedies,\'someWessextownsandotherplacesthatarecommontothescenesofseveralofthesestorieshavebeencalledforthefirsttimebythenamesunderwhichtheyappearelsewhere,forthesatisfactionofanyreaderwhomaycareforconsistencyinsuchmatters。

Thisistheonlymaterialchange;for,asithappenedthatcertaincharacteristicswhichprovokedmostdiscussioninmylateststorywerepresentinthismyfirst——publishedin1871,whentherewasnoFrenchnameforthemithasseemedbesttoletthemstandunaltered。

T。H。

February1896。

I。THEEVENTSOFTHIRTYYEARS

1。DECEMBERANDJANUARY,1835-36

InthelongandintricatelyinwroughtchainofcircumstancewhichrendersworthyofrecordsomeexperiencesofCythereaGraye,EdwardSpringrove,andothers,thefirsteventdirectlyinfluencingtheissuewasaChristmasvisit。

Intheabove-mentionedyear,1835,AmbroseGraye,ayoungarchitectwhohadjustbegunthepracticeofhisprofessioninthemidlandtownofHocbridge,tothenorthofChristminster,wenttoLondontospendtheChristmasholidayswithafriendwholivedinBloomsbury。

TheyhadgoneuptoCambridgeinthesameyear,and,aftergraduatingtogether,Huntway,thefriend,hadtakenorders。

Grayewashandsome,frank,andgentle。Hehadaqualityofthoughtwhich,exercisedonhomeliness,washumour;onnature,picturesqueness;onabstractions,poetry。Being,asarule,broadcast,itwasallthree。

Ofthewickednessoftheworldhewastooforgetful。Todiscoverevilinanewfriendistomostpeopleonlyanadditionalexperience:tohimitwaseverasurprise。

WhileinLondonhebecameacquaintedwitharetiredofficerintheNavynamedBradleigh,who,withhiswifeandtheirdaughter,livedinastreetnotfarfromRussellSquare。Thoughtheywereinnomorethancomfortablecircumstances,thecaptain\'swifecameofanancientfamilywhosegenealogicaltreewasinterlacedwithsomeofthemostillustriousandwell-knowninthekingdom。

Theyounglady,theirdaughter,seemedtoGrayebyfarthemostbeautifulandqueenlybeinghehadeverbeheld。Shewasaboutnineteenortwenty,andhernamewasCytherea。Intruthshewasnotsoveryunlikecountrygirlsofthattypeofbeauty,exceptinonerespect。Shewasperfectinhermannerandbearing,andtheywerenot。Ameredistinguishingpeculiarity,bycatchingtheeye,isoftenreadasthepervadingcharacteristic,andsheappearedtohimnolessthanperfectionthroughout——transcendingherruralrivalsinverynature。Grayedidathingtheblissfulnessofwhichwasonlyeclipsedbyitshazardousness。Helovedheratfirstsight。

HisintroductionshadledhimintocontactwithCythereaandherparentstwoorthreetimesonthefirstweekofhisarrivalinLondon,andaccidentandalover\'scontrivancebroughtthemtogetherasfrequentlytheweekfollowing。TheparentslikedyoungGraye,andhavingfewfriends(fortheirequalsinbloodweretheirsuperiorsinposition),hewasreceivedonverygenerousterms。HispassionforCythereagrewnotonlystrong,butineffablyexalted:

she,withoutpositivelyencouraginghim,tacitlyassentedtohisschemesforbeingnearher。Herfatherandmotherseemedtohavelostallconfidenceinnobilityofbirth,withoutmoneytogiveeffecttoitspresence,andlookeduponthebuddingconsequenceoftheyoungpeople\'sreciprocalglanceswithplacidity,ifnotactualfavour。

Graye\'swholeimpassioneddreamterminatedinasadandunaccountableepisode。Afterpassingthroughthreeweeksofsweetexperience,hehadarrivedatthelaststage——akindofmoralGaza——

beforeplungingintoanemotionaldesert。ThesecondweekinJanuaryhadcomeround,anditwasnecessaryfortheyoungarchitecttoleavetown。

Throughouthisacquaintanceshipwiththeladyofhishearttherehadbeenthismarkedpeculiarityinherlove:shehaddelightedinhispresenceasasweetheartshoulddo,yetfromfirsttolastshehadrepressedallrecognitionofthetruenatureofthethreadwhichdrewthemtogether,blindingherselftoitsmeaningandonlynaturaltendency,andappearingtodreadhisannouncementofthem。Thepresentseemedenoughforherwithoutcumulativehope:usually,evenifloveisinitselfanend,itmustberegardedasabeginningtobeenjoyed。

Inspiteofevasionsasanobstacle,andinconsequenceofthemasaspur,hewouldputthematteroffnolonger。Itwasevening。Hetookherintoalittleconservatoryonthelanding,andthereamongtheevergreens,bythelightofafewtinylamps,infinitelyenhancingthefreshnessandbeautyoftheleaves,hemadethedeclarationofaloveasfreshandbeautifulasthey。

\'Mylove——mydarling,bemywife!\'

Sheseemedlikeonejustawakened。\'Ah——wemustpartnow!\'shefaltered,inavoiceofanguish。\'Iwillwritetoyou。\'Sheloosenedherhandandrushedaway。

InawildfeverGrayewenthomeandwatchedforthenextmorning。

Whoshallexpresshismiseryandwonderwhenanotecontainingthesewordswasputintohishand?

\'Good-bye;good-byeforever。Asrecognizedloverssomethingdividesuseternally。Forgiveme——Ishouldhavetoldyoubefore;

butyourlovewassweet!Nevermentionme。\'

Thatveryday,andasitseemed,toputanendtoapainfulconditionofthings,daughterandparentsleftLondontopayoffapromisedvisittoarelativeinawesterncounty。Nomessageorletterofentreatycouldwringfromheranyexplanation。Shebeggedhimnottofollowher,andthemostbewilderingpointwasthatherfatherandmotherappeared,fromthetoneofaletterGrayereceivedfromthem,asvexedandsadasheatthissuddenrenunciation。Onethingwasplain:withoutadmittingherreasonasvalid,theyknewwhatthatreasonwas,anddidnotintendtorevealit。

AweekfromthatdayAmbroseGrayelefthisfriendHuntway\'shouseandsawnomoreoftheLovehemourned。FromtimetotimehisfriendansweredanyinquiryGrayemadebyletterrespectingher。

Butverypoorfoodtoaloverisintelligenceofamistressfilteredthroughafriend。Huntwaycouldtellnothingdefinitely。HesaidhebelievedtherehadbeensomepriorflirtationbetweenCythereaandhercousin,anofficeroftheline,twoorthreeyearsbeforeGrayemether,whichhadsuddenlybeenterminatedbythecousin\'sdepartureforIndia,andtheyounglady\'stravellingontheContinentwithherparentsthewholeoftheensuingsummer,onaccountofdelicatehealth。EventuallyHuntwaysaidthatcircumstanceshadrenderedGraye\'sattachmentmorehopelessstill。

Cytherea\'smotherhadunexpectedlyinheritedalargefortuneandestatesinthewestofEnglandbytherapidfallofsomeinterveninglives。ThishadcausedtheirremovalfromthesmallhouseinBloomsbury,and,asitappeared,arenunciationoftheiroldfriendsinthatquarter。

YoungGrayeconcludedthathisCythereahadforgottenhimandhislove。Buthecouldnotforgether。

2。FROM1843TO1861

Eightyearslater,feelinglonelyanddepressed——amanwithoutrelatives,withmanyacquaintancesbutnofriends——AmbroseGrayemetayoungladyofadifferentkind,fairlyendowedwithmoneyandgoodgifts。AstocaringverydeeplyforanotherwomanafterthelossofCytherea,itwasanabsoluteimpossibilitywithhim。Withall,thebeautifulthingsoftheearthbecomemoredearastheyeludepursuit;butwithsomenaturesutterelusionistheonespecialeventwhichwillmakeapassinglovepermanentforever。

ThissecondyoungladyandGrayeweremarried。Thathedidnot,firstorlast,lovehiswifeasheshouldhavedone,wasknowntoall;butfewknewthathisunmanageableheartcouldneverbeweanedfromuselessrepiningatthelossofitsfirstidol。

Hischaractertosomeextentdeteriorated,asemotionalconstitutionswillunderthelongsenseofdisappointmentathavingmissedtheirimagineddestiny。Andthus,thoughnaturallyofagentleandpleasantdisposition,hegrewtobenotsotenderlyregardedbyhisacquaintancesasitisthelotofsomeofthosepersonstobe。Thewinningandsanguinereceptivityofhisearlylifedevelopedbydegreesamoodynervousness,andwhennotpicturingprospectsdrawnfrombaselesshopehewasthevictimofindescribabledepression。Thepracticalissueofsuchaconditionwasimprovidence,originallyalmostanunconsciousimprovidence,foreverydebtincurredhadbeenmentallypaidoffwithareligiousexactnessfromthetreasuresofexpectationbeforementioned。Butasyearsrevolved,thesamecoursewascontinuedfromthelackofspiritsufficientforshiftingoutofanoldgroovewhenithasbeenfoundtoleadtodisaster。

Intheyear1861hiswifedied,leavinghimawidowerwithtwochildren。Theelder,asonnamedOwen,nowjustturnedseventeen,wastakenfromschool,andinitiatedaspupiltotheprofessionofarchitectinhisfather\'soffice。Theremainingchildwasadaughter,andOwen\'sjuniorbyayear。

HerchristiannamewasCytherea,anditiseasytoguesswhy。

3。OCTOBERTHETWELFTH,1863

Wepassovertwoyearsinordertoreachthenextcardinaleventofthesepersons\'lives。ThesceneisstilltheGrayes\'nativetownofHocbridge,butasitappearedonaMondayafternooninthemonthofOctober。

Theweatherwassunnyanddry,buttheancientboroughwastobeseenwearingoneofitsleastattractiveaspects。Firstonaccountofthetime。Itwasthatstagnanthourofthetwenty-fourwhenthepracticalgarishnessofDay,havingescapedfromthefreshlongshadowsandenliveningnewnessofthemorning,hasnotyetmadeanyperceptibleadvancetowardsacquiringthosemellowandsoothingtoneswhichgraceitsdecline。Next,itwasthatstageintheprogressoftheweekwhenbusiness——which,carriedonunderthegablesofanoldcountryplace,isnotdevoidofaromanticsparkle——

waswell-nighextinguished。Lastly,thetownwasintentionallybentuponbeingattractivebyexhibitingtoaninfluxofvisitorsthelocaltalentfordramaticrecitation,andprovincialtownstryingtobelivelyarethedullestofdullthings。

Littletownsarelikelittlechildreninthisrespect,thattheyinterestmostwhentheyareenactingnativepeculiaritiesunconsciousofbeholders。Discoveringthemselvestobewatchedtheyattempttobeentertainingbyputtingonanantic,andproducedisagreeablecaricatureswhichspoilthem。

Theweather-stainedclock-faceinthelowchurchtowerstandingattheintersectionofthethreechiefstreetswasexpressinghalf-pasttwototheTownHallopposite,wherethemuchtalked-ofreadingfromShakespearewasabouttobegin。Thedoorswereopen,andthosepersonswhohadalreadyassembledwithinthebuildingwerenoticingtheentranceofthenew-comers——silentlycriticizingtheirdress——

questioningthegenuinenessoftheirteethandhair——estimatingtheirprivatemeans。

Amongtheselateronescameanexceptionalyoungmaidenwhoglowedamidthedulnesslikeasinglebright-redpoppyinafieldofbrownstubble。Sheworeanelegantdarkjacket,lavenderdress,hatwithgreystringsandtrimmings,andglovesofacolourtoharmonize。

Shelightlywalkedupthesidepassageoftheroom,castaslightglancearound,andenteredtheseatpointedouttoher。

TheyounggirlwasCythereaGraye;heragewasnowabouteighteen。

Duringherentry,andatvarioustimeswhilstsittinginherseatandlisteningtothereaderontheplatform,herpersonalappearanceformedaninterestingsubjectofstudyforseveralneighbouringeyes。

Herfacewasexceedinglyattractive,thoughartisticallylessperfectthanherfigure,whichapproachedunusuallyneartothestandardoffaultlessness。Buteventhisfeatureofhersyieldedthepalmtothegracefulnessofhermovement,whichwasfascinatinganddelightfultoanextremedegree。

Indeed,motionwasherspeciality,whethershownonitsmostextendedscaleofbodilyprogression,orminutely,asintheupliftingofhereyelids,thebendingofherfingers,thepoutingofherlip。Thecarriageofherhead——motionwithinmotion——aglideuponaglide——wasasdelicateasthatofamagneticneedle。Andthisflexibilityandelasticityhadneverbeentaughtherbyrule,norevenbeenacquiredbyobservation,but,nullocultu,hadnaturallydevelopeditselfwithheryears。Inchildhood,astoneorstalkintheway,whichhadbeentheinevitableoccasionofafalltoherplaymates,hadusuallylefthersafeanduprightonherfeetafterthenarrowestescapebyoscillationsandwhirlsforthepreservationofherbalance。AtmixedChristmasparties,whenshenumberedbuttwelveorthirteenyears,andwasheartilydespisedonthataccountbyladswhodeemedthemselvesmen,heraptlightnessinthedancecoveredthisincompletenessinherwomanhood,andcompelledtheself-sameyouthsinspiteofresolutionstoseizeuponherchildishfigureasapartnerwhomtheycouldnotaffordtocontemn。Andinlateryears,whentheinstinctsofhersexhadshownherthispointasthebestandrarestfeatureinherexternalself,shewasnotfoundwantinginattentiontothecultivationoffinishinitsdetails。

Herhairrestedgailyuponhershouldersincurlsandwasofashiningcornyellowinthehighlights,deepeningtoadefinitenut-

brownaseachcurlwoundroundintotheshade。Shehadeyesofasapphirehue,thoughratherdarkerthanthegemordinarilyappears;

theypossessedtheaffectionateandliquidsparkleofloyaltyandgoodfaithasdistinguishablefromthatharderbrightnesswhichseemstoexpressfaithfulnessonlytotheobjectconfrontingthem。

Buttoattempttogainaviewofher——orindeedofanyfascinatingwoman——fromameasuredcategory,isasdifficultastoappreciatetheeffectofalandscapebyexploringitatnightwithalantern——

orofafullchordofmusicbypipingthenotesinsuccession。

Neverthelessitmayreadilybebelievedfromthedescriptionhereventured,thatamongthemanywinningphasesofheraspect,thesewereparticularlystriking:——

Duringpleasantdoubt,whenhereyesbrightenedstealthilyandsmiled(aseyeswillsmile)asdistinctlyasherlips,andinthespaceofasingleinstantexpressedclearlythewholeroundofdegreesofexpectancywhichlieoverthewideexpansebetweenYeaandNay。

Duringthetellingofasecret,whichwasinvoluntarilyaccompaniedbyasuddenminutestart,andecstaticpressureofthelistener\'sarm,side,orneck,asthepositionanddegreeofintimacydictated。

Whenanxiouslyregardingonewhopossessedheraffections。

Shesuddenlyassumedthelast-mentionedbearingintheprogressofthepresententertainment。Herglancewasdirectedoutofthewindow。

Whytheparticularsofayounglady\'spresenceataverymediocreperformancewerepreventedfromdroppingintotheoblivionwhichtheirintrinsicinsignificancewouldnaturallyhaveinvolved——whytheywererememberedandindividualizedbyherselfandothersthroughafteryears——wassimplythatsheunknowinglystood,asitwere,upontheextremeposterioredgeofatractinherlife,inwhichtherealmeaningofTakingThoughthadneverbeenknown。Itwasthelasthourofexperiencesheeverenjoyedwithamindentirelyfreefromaknowledgeofthatlabyrinthintowhichshesteppedimmediatelyafterwards——tocontinueaperplexedcoursealongitsmazesforthegreaterportionoftwenty-ninesubsequentmonths。

TheTownHall,inwhichCythereasat,wasabuildingofbrownstone,andthroughoneofthewindowscouldbeseenfromtheinterioroftheroomthehousetopsandchimneysoftheadjacentstreet,andalsotheupperpartofaneighbouringchurchspire,nowincourseofcompletionunderthesuperintendenceofMissGraye\'sfather,thearchitecttothework。

ThatthetopofthisspireshouldbevisiblefromherpositionintheroomwasafactwhichCytherea\'sidlingeyeshaddiscoveredwithsomeinterest,andshewasnowengagedinwatchingthescenethatwasbeingenactedaboutitsairysummit。Roundtheconicalstoneworkroseacageofscaffoldingagainstthebluesky,anduponthisstoodfivemen——fourinclothesaswhiteasthenewerectionclosebeneaththeirhands,thefifthintheordinarydarksuitofagentleman。

Thefourworking-meninwhitewerethreemasonsandamason\'slabourer。Thefifthmanwasthearchitect,Mr。Graye。Hehadbeengivingdirectionsasitseemed,andretiringasfarasthenarrowfootwayallowed,stoodperfectlystill。

ThepicturethuspresentedtoaspectatorintheTownHallwascuriousandstriking。Itwasanilluminatedminiature,framedinbythedarkmarginofthewindow,thekeen-edgedshadinessofwhichemphasizedbycontrastthesoftnessoftheobjectsenclosed。

Theheightofthespirewasaboutonehundredandtwentyfeet,andthefivemenengagedthereonseemedentirelyremovedfromthesphereandexperiencesofordinaryhumanbeings。Theyappearedlittlelargerthanpigeons,andmadetheirtinymovementswithasoft,spirit-likesilentness。Oneideaaboveallotherswasconveyedtothemindofapersononthegroundbytheiraspect,namely,concentrationofpurpose:thattheywereindifferentto——evenunconsciousof——thedistractedworldbeneaththem,andallthatmoveduponit。Theyneverlookedoffthescaffolding。

Thenoneofthemturned;itwasMr。Graye。Againhestoodmotionless,withattentiontotheoperationsoftheothers。Heappearedtobelostinreflection,andhaddirectedhisfacetowardsanewstonetheywerelifting。

\'Whydoeshestandlikethat?\'theyoungladythoughtatlength——uptothatmomentaslistlessandcarelessasoneoftheancientTarentines,who,onsuchanafternoonasthis,watchedfromtheTheatretheentryintotheirHarbourofapowerthatoverturnedtheState。

Shemovedherselfuneasily。\'Iwishhewouldcomedown,\'shewhispered,stillgazingattheskybackedpicture。\'Itissodangeroustobeabsent-mindedupthere。\'

Whenshehaddonemurmuringthewordsherfatherindecisivelylaidholdofoneofthescaffold-poles,asiftotestitsstrength,thenletitgoandsteppedback。Instepping,hisfootslipped。Aninstantofdoublingforwardandsideways,andhereeledoffintotheair,immediatelydisappearingdownwards。

Hisagonizeddaughterrosetoherfeetbyaconvulsivemovement。

Herlipsparted,andshegaspedforbreath。Shecouldutternosound。Onebyonethepeopleabouther,unconsciousofwhathadhappened,turnedtheirheads,andinquiryandalarmbecamevisibleupontheirfacesatthesightofthepoorchild。Amomentlonger,andshefelltothefloor,ThenextimpressionofwhichCythereahadanyconsciousnesswasofbeingcarriedfromastrangevehicleacrossthepavementtothestepsofherownhousebyherbrotherandanolderman。

Recollectionofwhathadpassedevolveditselfaninstantlater,andjustastheyenteredthedoor——throughwhichanotherandsadderburdenhadbeencarriedbutafewinstantsbefore——hereyescaughtsightofthesouth-westernsky,and,withoutheeding,sawwhitesunlightshininginshaft-likelinesfromariftinaslatycloud。

Emotionswillattachthemselvestoscenesthataresimultaneous——

howeverforeigninessencethesescenesmaybe——aschemicalwaterswillcrystallizeontwigsandwires。EvenafterthattimeanymentalagonybroughtlessvividlytoCytherea\'smindthescenefromtheTownHallwindowsthansunlightstreaminginshaft-likelines。

4。OCTOBERTHENINETEENTH

Whendeathentersahouse,anelementofsadnessandanelementofhorroraccompanyit。Sadness,fromthedeathitself:horror,fromthecloudsofblacknesswedesignedlylabourtointroduce。

Thefuneralhadtakenplace。Depressed,yetresolvedinhisdemeanour,OwenGrayesatbeforehisfather\'sprivateescritoire,engagedinturningoutandunfoldingaheterogeneouscollectionofpapers——forbiddingandinharmonioustotheeyeatalltimes——mostofalltooneundertheinfluenceofagreatgrief。Laminaeofwhitepapertiedwithtwinewereindiscriminatelyintermixedwithotherwhitepapersboundedbyblackedges——thesewithbluefoolscapwrappedroundwithcruderedtape。

Thebulkoftheseletters,bills,andotherdocumentsweresubmittedtoacarefulexamination,bywhichtheappendedparticularswereascertained:——

First,thattheirfather\'sincomefromprofessionalsourceshadbeenverysmall,amountingtonotmorethanhalftheirexpenditure;

andthathisownandhiswife\'sproperty,uponwhichhehadreliedforthebalance,hadbeensunkandlostinunwiseloanstounscrupulousmen,whohadtradedupontheirfather\'stooopen-

heartedtrustfulness。

Second,thatfindinghismistake,hehadendeavouredtoregainhisstandingbytheillusorypathofspeculation。Themostnotableinstanceofthiswasthefollowing。Hehadbeeninduced,whenatPlymouthintheautumnofthepreviousyear,toventureallhissparecapitalonthebottomrysecurityofanItalianbrigwhichhadputintotheharbourindistress。Theprofitwastobeconsiderable,sowastherisk。Thereturnedouttobenosecuritywhatever。Thecircumstancesofthecasetendereditthemostunfortunatespeculationthatamanlikehimself——ignorantofallsuchmatters——couldpossiblyengagein。Thevesselwentdown,andallMr。Graye\'smoneywithit。

Third,thatthesefailureshadlefthimburdenedwithdebtsheknewnothowtomeet;sothatatthetimeofhisdeatheventhefewpoundslyingtohisaccountatthebankwerehisonlyinname。

Fourth,thatthelossofhiswifetwoyearsearlierhadawakenedhimtoakeensenseofhisblindness,andofhisdutybyhischildren。Hehadthenresolvedtoreinstatebyunflaggingzealinthepursuitofhisprofession,andbynospeculation,atleastaportionofthelittlefortunehehadletgo。

Cythereawasfrequentlyatherbrother\'selbowduringtheseexaminations。Sheoftenremarkedsadly——

\'Poorpapafailedtofulfilhisgoodintentionforwantoftime,didn\'the,Owen?Andtherewasanexcuseforhispast,thoughheneverwouldclaimit。Ineverforgetthatoriginaldishearteningblow,andhowthatfromitsprangalltheillsofhislife——

everythingconnectedwithhisgloom,andthelassitudeinbusinessweusedsooftentoseeabouthim。\'

\'Irememberwhathesaidonce,\'returnedthebrother,\'whenIsatuplatewithhim。Hesaid,“Owen,don\'tlovetooblindly:blindlyyouwillloveifyouloveatall,butalittlecareisstillpossibletoawell-disciplinedheart。Maythatheartbeyoursasitwasnotmine,“fathersaid。“Cultivatetheartofrenunciation。“AndIamgoingto,Cytherea。\'

\'Andoncemammasaidthatanexcellentwomanwaspapa\'sruin,becausehedidnotknowthewaytogiveherupwhenhehadlosther。

Iwonderwheresheisnow,Owen?Weweretoldnottotrytofindoutanythingabouther。Papanevertoldushername,didhe?\'

\'Thatwasbyherownrequest,Ibelieve。Butnevermindher;shewasnotourmother。\'

TheloveaffairwhichhadbeenAmbroseGraye\'sdishearteningblowwaspreciselyofthatnaturewhichladstakelittleaccountof,butgirlsponderintheirhearts。

5。FROMOCTOBERTHENINETEENTHTOJULYTHENINTH

ThusAmbroseGraye\'sgoodintentionswithregardtothereintegrationofhispropertyhadscarcelytakentangibleformwhenhissuddendeathputthemforeveroutofhispower。

Heavybills,showingtheextentofhisobligations,tumbledinimmediatelyupontheheelsofthefuneralfromquarterspreviouslyunheardandunthoughtof。Thuspressed,abillwasfiledinChancerytohavetheassets,suchastheywere,administeredbytheCourt。

\'Whatwillbecomeofusnow?\'thoughtOwencontinually。

Thereisinusanunquenchableexpectation,whichatthegloomiesttimepersistsininferringthatbecauseweareOURSELVES,theremustbeaspecialfutureinstoreforus,thoughournatureandantecedentstotheremotestparticularhavebeencommontothousands。ThustoCythereaandOwenGrayethequestionhowtheirliveswouldendseemedthedeepestofpossibleenigmas。Tootherswhoknewtheirpositionequallywellwiththemselvesthequestionwastheeasiestthatcouldbeasked——\'Likethoseofotherpeoplesimilarlycircumstanced。\'

ThenOwenheldaconsultationwithhissistertocometosomedecisionontheirfuturecourse,andamonthwaspassedinwaitingforanswerstoletters,andintheexaminationofschemesmoreorlessfutile。Suddenhopesthatwererainbowstothesightprovedbutmiststothetouch。Inthemeantime,unpleasantremarks,disguisethemassomewell-meaningpeoplemight,werefloatingaroundthemeveryday。Theundoubtedtruth,thattheywerethechildrenofadreamerwholetslipawayeveryfarthingofhismoneyandranintodebtwithhisneighbours——thatthedaughterhadbeenbroughtuptonoprofession——thatthesonwhohad,hadmadenoprogressinit,andmightcometothedogs——couldnotfromthenatureofthingsbewrappedupinsilenceinorderthatitmightnothurttheirfeelings;andasamatteroffact,itgreetedtheirearsinsomeformorotherwherevertheywent。Theirfewacquaintancespassedthemhurriedly。Ancientpot-wallopers,andthrivingshopkeepers,intheirintervalsofleisure,stoodattheirshop-

doors——theirtoeshangingovertheedgeofthestep,andtheirobesewaistshangingovertheirtoes——andindiscourseswithfriendsonthepavement,formulatedthecourseoftheimprovident,andreducedthechildren\'sprospectstoashadow-likeattenuation。Thesonsofthesemen(whoworebreastpinsofasarcastickind,andsmokedhumorouspipes)staredatCythereawithastareunmitigatedbyanyoftherespectthathadformerlysoftenedit。

Nowitisanoticeablefactthatwedonotmuchmindwhatmenthinkofus,orwhathumiliatingsecrettheydiscoverofourmeans,parentage,orobject,providedthateachthinksandactsthereuponinisolation。Itistheexchangeofideasaboutusthatwedreadmost;andthepossessionbyahundredacquaintances,severallyinsulated,oftheknowledgeofourskeleton-closet\'swhereabouts,isnotsodistressingtothenervesasachatoveritbyapartyofhalf-a-dozen——exclusivedepositariesthoughthesemaybe。

Perhaps,thoughHocbridgewatchedandwhispered,itsanimuswouldhavebeenlittlemorethanatrifletopersonsinthrivingcircumstances。Butunfortunately,poverty,whilstitisnew,andbeforetheskinhashadtimetothicken,makespeoplesusceptibleinverselytotheiropportunitiesforshieldingthemselves。InOwenwasfound,inplaceofhisfather\'simpressibility,alargershareofhisfather\'spride,andasquarenessofideawhich,ifcoupledwithalittlemoreblindness,wouldhaveamountedtopositiveprejudice。Tohimhumanity,sofarashehadthoughtofitatall,wasratherdividedintodistinctclassesthanblendedfromextremetoextreme。Hencebyasequenceofideaswhichmightbetracedifitwereworthwhile,heeitherdetestedorrespectedopinion,andinstinctivelysoughttoescapeacoldshadethatmeresensitivenesswouldhaveendured。Hecouldhavesubmittedtoseparation,sickness,exile,drudgery,hungerandthirst,withstoicalindifference,butsuperciliousnesswastooincisive。

Afterlivingonforninemonthsinattemptstomakeanincomeashisfather\'ssuccessorintheprofession——attemptswhichwereutterlyfruitlessbyreasonofhisinexperience——Grayecametoasimpleandsweepingresolution。TheywouldprivatelyleavethatpartofEngland,dropfromthesightofacquaintances,gossips,harshcritics,andbittercreditorsofwhosemisfortunehewasnotthecause,andescapethepositionwhichgalledhimbytheonlyroadtheirgreatpovertyleftopentothem——thatofhisobtainingsomeemploymentinadistantplacebyfollowinghisprofessionasahumbleunder-draughtsman。

Hethoughtoverhiscapabilitieswiththesensationsofasoldiergrindinghisswordattheopeningofacampaign。Whatwithlackofemployment,owingtothedecreaseofhislatefather\'spractice,andtheabsenceofdirectanduncompromisingpressuretowardsmonetaryresultsfromapupil\'slabour(whichseemstobealwaysthecasewhenaprofessionalman\'spupilisalsohisson),Owen\'sprogressintheartandscienceofarchitecturehadbeenveryinsignificantindeed。Thoughanythingbutanidleyoungman,hehadhardlyreachedtheageatwhichindustriousmenwholackanexternalwhiptosendthemonintheworld,areinducedbytheirowncommonsensetowhiponthemselves。Hencehisknowledgeofplans,elevations,sections,andspecifications,wasnotgreaterattheendoftwoyearsofprobationthanmighteasilyhavebeenacquiredinsixmonthsbyayouthofaverageability——himself,forinstance——amidabustlingLondonpractice。

Butatanyratehecouldmakehimselfhandytooneoftheprofession——somemaninaremotetown——andtherefulfilhisindentures。Atangibleinducementlayinthisdirectionofsurvey。

Hehadaslightconceptionofsuchaman——aMr。Gradfield——whowasinpracticeinBudmouthRegis,aseaporttownandwatering-placeinthesouthofEngland。

Aftersomedoubts,Grayeventuredtowritetothisgentleman,askingthenecessaryquestion,shortlyalludingtohisfather\'sdeath,andstatingthathistermofapprenticeshiphadonlyhalfexpired。Hewouldbegladtocompletehisarticlesataverylowsalaryforthewholeremainingtwoyears,providedpaymentcouldbeginatonce。

TheanswerfromMr。GradfieldstatedthathewasnotinwantofapupilwhowouldservetheremainderofhistimeonthetermsMr。

Grayementioned。Buthewouldjustaddoneremark。Hechancedtobeinwantofsomeyoungmaninhisoffice——forashorttimeonly,probablyabouttwomonths——totracedrawings,andattendtoothersubsidiaryworkofthekind。IfMr。Grayedidnotobjecttooccupysuchaninferiorpositionasthesedutieswouldentail,andtoacceptweeklywageswhichtoonewithhisexpectationswouldbeconsideredmerelynominal,thepostwouldgivehimanopportunityforlearningafewmoredetailsoftheprofession。

\'Itisabeginning,and,aboveall,anabiding-place,awayfromtheshadowofthecloudwhichhangsoverushere——Iwillgo,\'saidOwen。

Cytherea\'splanforherfuture,anintenselysimpleone,owingtotheevengreaternarrownessofherresources,wasalreadymarkedout。Oneadvantagehadaccruedtoherthroughhermother\'spossessionofafairshareofpersonalproperty,andperhapsonlyone。Shehadbeencarefullyeducated。Uponthisconsiderationherplanwasbased。Shewastotakeupherabodeinherbrother\'slodgingatBudmouth,whenshewouldimmediatelyadvertiseforasituationasgoverness,havingobtainedtheconsentofalawyeratAldbrickhamwhowaswindingupherfather\'saffairs,andwhoknewthehistoryofherposition,toallowhimselftobereferredtointhematterofherpastlifeandrespectability。

Earlyonemorningtheydepartedfromtheirnativetown,leavingbehindthemscarcelyatraceoftheirfootsteps。

Thenthetownpitiedtheirwantofwisdomintakingsuchastep。

\'Rashness;theywouldhavemadeabetterincomeinHocbridge,wheretheyareknown!Thereisnodoubtthattheywould。\'

ButwhatisWisdomreally?Asteadyhandlingofanymeanstobringaboutanyendnecessarytohappiness。

Yetwhetherone\'sendbetheusualend——awealthypositioninlife——

orno,thenameofwisdomisseldomappliedbuttothemeanstothatusualend。

II。THEEVENTSOFAFORTNIGHT

1。THENINTHOFJULY

Thedayoftheirdeparturewasoneofthemostglowingthattheclimaxofalongseriesofsummerheatscouldevolve。Thewideexpanseoflandscapequiveredupanddownliketheflameofataper,astheysteamedalongthroughthemidstofit。Placidflocksofsheeprecliningundertreesalittlewayoffappearedofapalebluecolour。Cloverfieldswerelividwiththebrightnessofthesunupontheirdeepredflowers。Allwaggonsandcartsweremovedtotheshadebytheircarefulowners,rain-waterbuttsfelltopieces;

well-bucketswereloweredinsidethecoversofthewell-hole,topreservethemfromthefateofthebutts,andgenerally,waterseemedscarcerinthecountrythanthebeerandciderofthepeasantrywhotoiledoridledthere。

Toseepersonslookingwithchildren\'seyesatanyordinaryscenery,isaproofthattheypossessthecharmingfacultyofdrawingnewsensationsfromanoldexperience——ahealthysign,rareinthesefeverishdays——themarkofanimperishablebrightnessofnature。

Bothbrotherandsistercoulddothis;Cythereamorenoticeably。

Theywatchedtheundulatingcorn-lands,monotonoustoalltheircompanions;thestonyandclayeyprospectsucceedingthose,withitsangularandabrupthills。Boggymoorscamenext,nowwitheredanddry——thespotsuponwhichpoolsusuallyspreadtheirwatersshowingthemselvesascirclesofsmoothbaresoil,over-runbyanet-workofinnumerablelittlefissures。Thenaroseplantationsoffirs,abruptlyterminatingbesidemeadowscleanlymown,inwhichhigh-

hipped,rich-colouredcows,withbackshorizontalandstraightastheridgeofahouse,stoodmotionlessorlazilyfed。Glimpsesoftheseanowinterestedthem,whichbecamemoreandmorefrequenttillthetrainfinallydrewupbesidetheplatformatBudmouth。

\'Thewholetownislookingoutforus,\'hadbeenGraye\'simpressionthroughouttheday。HecalleduponMr。Gradfield——theonlymanwhohadbeendirectlyinformedofhiscoming——andfoundthatMr。

Gradfieldhadforgottenit。

However,arrangementsweremadewiththisgentleman——astout,active,grey-beardedburgherofsixty——bywhichOwenwastocommenceworkinhisofficethefollowingweek。

ThesamedayCythereadrewupandsentofftheadvertisementappended:——

\'AYOUNGLADYisdesirousofmeetingwithanENGAGEMENTasGOVERNESS

orCOMPANION。SheiscompetenttoteachEnglish,French,andMusic。

Satisfactoryreferences——Address,C。G。,Post-Office,Budmouth。\'

Itseemedamorematerialexistencethanherownthatshesawthusdelineatedonthepaper。\'Thatcan\'tbemyself;howoddIlook!\'

shesaid,andsmiled。

2。JULYTHEELEVENTH

OntheMondaysubsequenttotheirarrivalinBudmouth,OwenGrayeattendedatMr。Gradfield\'sofficetoenteruponhisduties,andhissisterwasleftintheirlodgingsaloneforthefirsttime。

Despitethesadoccurrencesoftheprecedingautumn,anunwontedcheerfulnesspervadedherspiritthroughouttheday。Changeofscene——andthattountravelledeyes——conjoinedwiththesensationoffreedomfromsupervision,revivedthesparkleofawarmyoungnaturereadyenoughtotakeadvantageofanyadventitiousrestoratives。

Point-blankgrieftendsrathertosealuphappinessforatimethantoproducethatattritionwhichresultsfromgriefsofanticipationthatmoveonwardwiththedays:thesemaybesaidtofurrowawaythecapacityforpleasure。

Herexpectationsfromtheadvertisementbegantobeextravagant。A

thrivingfamily,whohadalwayssadlyneededher,wasalreadydefinitelypicturedinherfancy,which,initsexuberance,ledherontopicturingitsindividualmembers,theirpossiblepeculiarities,virtues,andvices,andobliteratedforatimetherecollectionthatshewouldbeseparatedfromherbrother。

Thusmusing,asshewaitedforhisreturnintheevening,hereyesfellonherlefthand。Thecontemplationofherownleftfourthfingerbysymbol-lovinggirlhoodofthisageis,itseems,veryfrequently,ifnotalways,followedbyapeculiartrainofromanticideas。Cytherea\'sthoughts,stillplayingaboutherfuture,becamedirectedintothisromanticgroove。Sheleantbackinherchair,andtakingholdofthefourthfinger,whichhadattractedherattention,shelifteditwiththetipsoftheothers,andlookedatthesmoothandtaperingmemberforalongtime。

Shewhisperedidly,\'Iwonderwhoandwhathewillbe?

\'Ifhe\'sagentlemanoffashion,hewilltakemyfingerso,justwiththetipsofhisown,andwithsomeflutteringoftheheart,andtheleasttremblingofhislip,sliptheringsolightlyonthatI

shallhardlyknowitisthere——lookingdelightfullyintomyeyesallthetime。

\'Ifhe\'sabold,dashingsoldier,Iexpecthewillproudlyturnround,taketheringasifitequalledherMajesty\'scrowninvalue,anddesperatelysetitonmyfingerthus。Hewillfixhiseyesunflinchinglyuponwhatheisdoing——justasifhestoodinbattlebeforetheenemy(though,inreality,veryfondofme,ofcourse),andblushasmuchasIshall。

\'Ifhe\'sasailor,hewilltakemyfingerandtheringinthisway,anddeckitoutwithahousewifelytouchandatendernessofexpressionabouthismouth,assailorsdo:kissit,perhaps,withasimpleair,asifwewerechildrenplayinganidlegame,andnotattheveryheightofobservationandenvybyagreatcrowdsaying,“Ah!theyarehappynow!”

\'Ifheshouldberatherapoorman——noble-mindedandaffectionate,butstillpoor——\'

Owen\'sfootstepsrapidlyascendingthestairs,interruptedthisfancy-freemeditation。Reproachingherself,evenangrywithherselfforallowinghermindtostrayuponsuchsubjectsinthefaceoftheirpresentdesperatecondition,sherosetomeethim,andmaketea。

Cytherea\'sinteresttoknowhowherbrotherhadbeenreceivedatMr。

Gradfield\'sbrokeforthintowordsatonce。Almostbeforetheyhadsatdowntotable,shebegancross-examininghimintheregularsisterlyway。

\'Well,Owen,howhasitbeenwithyouto-day?Whatistheplacelike——doyouthinkyouwilllikeMrGradfield?\'

\'Oyes。Buthehasnotbeenthereto-day;Ihaveonlyhadtheheaddraughtsmanwithme。\'

Youngwomenhaveahabit,notnoticeableinmen,ofputtingonatamoment\'snoticethedramaofwhosoever\'slifetheychoose。

Cytherea\'sinterestwastransferredfromMr。Gradfieldtohisrepresentative。

\'Whatsortofamanishe?\'

\'Heseemsaverynicefellowindeed;thoughofcourseIcanhardlytelltoacertaintyasyet。ButIthinkhe\'saveryworthyfellow;

there\'snononsenseinhim,andthoughheisnotapublicschoolmanhehasreadwidely,andhasasharpappreciationofwhat\'sgoodinbooksandart。Infact,hisknowledgeisn\'tnearlysoexclusiveasmostprofessionalmen\'s。\'

\'That\'sagreatdealtosayofanarchitect,forofallprofessionalmentheyare,asarule,themostprofessional。\'

\'Yes;perhapstheyare。Thismanisratherofamelancholyturnofmind,Ithink。\'

\'Hasthemanagingclerkanyfamily?\'shemildlyasked,afterawhile,pouringoutsomemoretea。

\'Family;no!\'

\'Well,dearOwen,howshouldIknow?\'

\'Why,ofcourseheisn\'tmarried。Buttherehappenedtobeaconversationaboutwomengoingonintheoffice,andIheardhimsaywhatheshouldwishhiswifetobelike。\'

\'Whatwouldhewishhiswifetobelike?\'shesaid,withgreatapparentlackofinterest。

\'O,hesaysshemustbegirlishandartless:yethewouldbelothtodowithoutadashofwomanlysubtlety,\'tissopiquant。Yes,hesaid,thatmustbeinher;shemusthavewomanlycleverness。“AndyetIshouldlikehertoblushifonlyacock-sparrowweretolookatherhard,“hesaid,“whichbringsmebacktothegirlagain:andsoIflitbackwardsandforwards。Imusthavewhatcomes,I

suppose,“hesaid,“andwhatevershemaybe,thankGodshe\'snoworse。However,ifhemightgiveafinalhinttoProvidence,“hesaid,“achildamongpleasures,andawomanamongpainswastheroughoutlineofhisrequirement。“\'

\'Didhesaythat?Whatamusingcreaturehemustbe。\'

\'Hedid,indeed。\'

3。FROMTHETWELFTHTOTHEFIFTEENTHOFJULY

Asiswellknown,ideasaresoelasticinahumanbrain,thattheyhavenoconstantmeasurewhichmaybecalledtheiractualbulk。Anyimportantideamaybecompressedtoamoleculebyanunwontedcrowdingofothers;andanysmallideawillexpandtowhateverlengthandbreadthofvacuumthemindmaybeabletomakeovertoit。Cytherea\'sworldwastolerablyvacantatthistime,andtheyoungarchitecturaldesigner\'simagebecameverypervasive。Thenexteveningthissubjectwasagainrenewed。

\'HisnameisSpringrove,\'saidOwen,inreplytoher。\'Heisathoroughartist,butamanofratherhumbleorigin,itseems,whohasmadehimselfsofar。Ithinkheisthesonofafarmer,orsomethingofthekind。\'

\'Well,he\'snonetheworseforthat,Isuppose。\'

\'Nonetheworse。Aswecomedownthehill,weshallbecontinuallymeetingpeoplegoingup。\'ButOwenhadfeltthatSpringrovewasalittletheworsenevertheless。

\'Ofcoursehe\'sratheroldbythistime。\'

\'Ono。He\'saboutsix-and-twenty——notmore。\'

\'Ah,Isee……Whatishelike,Owen?\'

\'Ican\'texactlytellyouhisappearance:\'tisalwayssuchadifficultthingtodo。\'

\'Amanyouwoulddescribeasshort?Mostmenarethoseweshoulddescribeasshort,Ifancy。\'

\'Ishouldcallhim,Ithink,ofthemiddleheight;butasIonlyseehimsittingintheoffice,ofcourseIamnotcertainabouthisformandfigure。\'

\'Iwishyouwere,then。\'

\'Perhapsyoudo。ButIamnot,yousee。\'

\'Ofcoursenot,youarealwayssoprovoking。Owen,Isawamaninthestreetto-daywhomIfanciedwashe——andyet,Idon\'tseehowitcouldbe,either。Hehadlightbrownhair,asnubnose,veryroundface,andapeculiarhabitofreducinghiseyestostraightlineswhenhelookednarrowlyatanything。\'

\'Ono。Thatwasnothe,Cytherea。\'

\'Notabitlikehiminallprobability。\'

\'Notabit。Hehasdarkhair——almostaGreciannose,regularteeth,andanintellectualface,asnearlyasIcanrecalltomind。\'

\'Ah,therenow,Owen,youHAVEdescribedhim!ButIsupposehe\'snotgenerallycalledpleasing,or——\'

\'Handsome?\'

\'Iscarcelymeantthat。Butsinceyouhavesaidit,ishehandsome?\'

\'Rather。\'

\'Histoutensembleisstriking?\'

\'Yes——Ono,no——Iforgot:itisnot。Heisratheruntidyinhiswaistcoat,andneck-ties,andhair。\'

\'Howvexing!……itmustbetohimself,poorthing。\'

\'He\'sathoroughbookworm——despisesthepap-and-daisyschoolofverse——knowsShakespearetotheverydregsofthefoot-notes。

Indeed,he\'sapoethimselfinasmallway。\'

\'Howdelicious!\'shesaid。\'Ihaveneverknownapoet。\'

\'Andyoudon\'tknowhim,\'saidOwendryly。

Shereddened。\'OfcourseIdon\'t。Iknowthat。\'

\'Haveyoureceivedanyanswertoyouradvertisement?\'heinquired。

\'Ah——no!\'shesaid,andtheforgottendisappointmentwhichhadshoweditselfinherfaceatdifferenttimesduringtheday,becamevisibleagain。

Anotherdaypassedaway。OnThursday,withoutinquiry,shelearntmoreoftheheaddraughtsman。HeandGrayehadbecomeveryfriendly,andhehadbeentemptedtoshowherbrotheracopyofsomepoemsofhis——someseriousandsad——somehumorous——whichhadappearedinthepoets\'cornerofamagazinefromtimetotime。OwenshowedthemnowtoCytherea,whoinstantlybegantoreadthemcarefullyandtothinkthemverybeautiful。

\'Yes——Springrove\'snofool,\'saidOwensententiously。

\'Nofool!——Ishouldthinkheisn\'t,indeed,\'saidCytherea,lookingupfromthepaperinquiteanexcitement:\'towritesuchversesasthese!\'

\'Whatlogicareyouchopping,Cytherea?Well,Idon\'tmeanonaccountoftheverses,becauseIhaven\'treadthem;butforwhathesaidwhenthefellowsweretalkingaboutfallinginlove。\'

\'Whichyouwilltellme?\'

\'Hesaysthatyourtrueloverbreathlesslyfindshimselfengagedtoasweetheart,likeamanwhohascaughtsomethinginthedark。Hedoesn\'tknowwhetheritisabatorabird,andtakesittothelightwhenheiscooltolearnwhatitis。Helookstoseeifsheistherightage,butrightageorwrongage,hemustconsiderheraprize。Sometimelaterheponderswhethersheistherightkindofprizeforhim。Rightkindorwrongkind——hehascalledherhis,andmustabidebyit。Afteratimeheaskshimself,“Hasshethetemper,hair,andeyesImeanttohave,andwasfirmlyresolvednottodowithout?”Hefindsitisallwrong,andthencomesthetussle——\'

\'Dotheymarryandlivehappily?\'

\'Who?O,thesupposedpair。Ithinkhesaid——well,Ireallyforgetwhathesaid。\'

\'ThatISstupidofyou!\'saidtheyoungladywithdismay。

\'Yes。\'

\'Buthe\'sasatirist——Idon\'tthinkIcareabouthimnow。\'

\'Thereyouarejustwrong。Heisnot。Heis,asIbelieve,animpulsivefellowwhohasbeenmadetopaythepenaltyofhisrashnessinsomeloveaffair。\'

ThusendedthedialogueofThursday,butCythereareadtheversesagaininprivate。OnFridayherbrotherremarkedthatSpringrovehadinformedhimhewasgoingtoleaveMr。Gradfield\'sinafortnighttopushhisfortunesinLondon。

AnindescribablefeelingofsadnessshotthroughCytherea\'sheart。

Whyshouldshebesadatsuchanannouncementasthat,shethought,concerningamanshehadneverseen,whenherspiritswereelasticenoughtoreboundafterhardblowsfromdeepandrealtroublesasifshehadscarcelyknownthem?Thoughshecouldnotanswerthisquestion,sheknewonething,shewassaddenedbyOwen\'snews。

4。JULYTHETWENTY-FIRST

AverypopularlocalexcursionbysteamboattoLulsteadCovewasannouncedthroughthestreetsofBudmouthoneThursdaymorningbytheweak-voicedtown-crier,tostartatsixo\'clockthesameday。

Theweatherwaslovely,andtheopportunitybeingthefirstofthekindofferedtothem,OwenandCythereawentwiththerest。

TheyhadreachedtheCove,andhadwalkedlandwardfornearlyanhouroverthehillwhichrosebesidethestrand,whenGrayerecollectedthattwoorthreemilesyetfurtherinlandfromthisspotwasaninterestingmediaevalruin。Hewasalreadyfamiliarwithitscharacteristicsthroughthemediumofanarchaeologicalwork,andnowfindinghimselfsoclosetothereality,feltinclinedtoverifysometheoryhehadformedrespectingit。Concludingthattherewouldbejustsufficienttimeforhimtogothereandreturnbeforetheboathadlefttheshore,hepartedfromCythereaonthehill,struckdownwards,andthenupaheatheryvalley。

Sheremainedonthesummitwherehehadlefthertillthetimeofhisexpectedreturn,scanningthedetailsoftheprospectaround。

PlacidlyspreadoutbeforeheronthesouthwastheopenChannel,reflectingablueintenserbymanyshadesthanthatoftheskyoverhead,anddottedintheforegroundbyhalf-a-dozensmallcraftofcontrastingrig,theirsailsgraduatinginhuefromextremewhitenesstoreddishbrown,thevaryingactualcoloursvariedagaininadoubledegreebytheraysofthedecliningsun。

Presentlythedistantbellfromtheboatwasheard,warningthepassengerstoembark。Thiswasfollowedbyalivelyairfromtheharpsandviolinsonboard,theirtones,astheyarose,becomingintermingledwith,thoughnotmarredby,thebrushofthewaveswhentheircrestsrolledover——atthepointwherethecheckoftheshallowswasfirstfelt——andthenthinnedawayuptheslopeofpebblesandsand。

Sheturnedherfacelandwardandstrainedhereyestodiscern,ifpossible,somesignofOwen\'sreturn。Nothingwasvisiblesavethestrikinglybrilliant,stilllandscape。Thewideconcavewhichlayatthebackofthehillinthisdirectionwasblazingwiththewesternlight,addinganorangetinttothevividpurpleoftheheather,nowattheveryclimaxofbloom,andfreefromtheslightesttouchoftheinvidiousbrownthatsosooncreepsintoitsshades。Thelightsointensifiedthecoloursthattheyseemedtostandabovethesurfaceoftheearthandfloatinmid-airlikeanexhalationofred。Intheminorvalleys,betweenthehillocksandridgeswhichdiversifiedthecontourofthebasin,butdidnotdisturbitsgeneralsweep,shemarkedbrakesoftall,heavy-stemmedferns,fiveorsixfeethigh,inabrilliantlight-greendress——abroadribandofthemwiththepathintheirmidstwindinglikeastreamalongthelittleravinethatreachedtothefootofthehill,anddeliveredupthepathtoitsgrassyarea。Amongthefernsgrewhollybushesdeeperintintthananyshadowaboutthem,whilstthewholesurfaceofthescenewasdimpledwithsmallconicalpits,andhereandtherewereroundponds,nowdry,andhalfovergrownwithrushes。

Thelastbellofthesteamerrang。Cythereahadforgottenherself,andwhatshewaslookingfor。InafeverofdistresslestOwenshouldbeleftbehind,shegatheredupinherhandthecornersofherhandkerchief,containingspecimensoftheshells,plants,andfossilswhichthelocalityproduced,startedofftothesands,andmingledwiththeknotsofvisitorstherecongregatedfromotherinterestingpointsaround;fromtheinn,thecottages,andhiredconveyancesthathadreturnedfromshortdrivesinland。Theyallwentaboardbytheprimitiveplanofanarrowplankontwowheels——

thewomenbeingassistedbyarope。Cytherealingeredtilltheverylast,reluctanttofollow,andlookingalternatelyattheboatandthevalleybehind。HerdelayprovokedaremarkfromCaptainJacobs,athicksetmanofhybridstains,resultingfromthemixedeffectsoffireandwater,peculiartosailorswhereenginesarethepropellingpower。

\'Nowthen,missy,ifyouplease。Iamsorrytotell\'eeourtime\'sup。Whoareyoulookingfor,miss?\'

\'Mybrother——hehaswalkedashortdistanceinland;hemustbeheredirectly。Couldyouwaitforhim——justaminute?\'

\'Really,Iamafraidnot,m\'m。\'Cytherealookedatthestout,round-facedman,andatthevessel,withalightinhereyessoexpressiveofherownopinionbeingthesame,onreflection,ashis,andwithsuchresignation,too,that,fromaninstinctivefeelingofprideatbeingabletoprovehimselfmorehumanethanhewasthoughttobe——worksofsupererogationaretheonlysacrificesthatenticeinthisway——andthatataverysmallcost,hedelayedtheboattillsomeamongthepassengersbegantomurmur。

\'There,nevermind,\'saidCythereadecisively。\'Goonwithoutme——I

shallwaitforhim。\'

\'Well,\'tisaveryawkwardthingtoleaveyouhereallalone,\'saidthecaptain。\'Icertainlyadviseyounottowait。\'

\'He\'sgoneacrosstotherailwaystation,forcertain,\'saidanotherpassenger。

\'No——hereheis!\'Cythereasaid,regarding,asshespoke,thehalfhiddenfigureofamanwhowasseenadvancingataheadlongpacedowntheravinewhichlaybetweentheheathandtheshore。

\'Hecan\'tgethereinlessthanfiveminutes,\'apassengersaid。

\'Peopleshouldknowwhattheyareabout,andkeeptime。Really,if——

\'

\'Yousee,sir,\'saidthecaptain,inanapologeticundertone,\'since\'tisherbrother,andshe\'sallalone,\'tisonlynatertowaitaminute,nowhe\'sinsight。Suppose,now,youwereayoungwoman,asmightbe,andhadabrother,likethisone,andyoustoodofaneveninguponthisherewildlonelyshore,likeher,whyyou\'dwantustowait,too,wouldn\'tyou,sir?Ithinkyouwould。\'

Thepersonsohastilyapproachinghadbeenlosttoviewduringthisremarkbyreasonofahollowintheground,andtheprojectingcliffimmediatelyathandcoveredthepathinitsrise。Hisfootstepswerenowheardstrikingsharplyupontheflintyroadatadistanceofabouttwentyorthirtyyards,butstillbehindtheescarpment。

Tosavetime,Cythereapreparedtoascendtheplank。

\'Letmegiveyoumyhand,miss,\'saidCaptainJacobs。

\'No——pleasedon\'ttouchme,\'saidshe,ascendingcautiouslybyslidingonefootforwardtwoorthreeinches,bringinguptheotherbehindit,andsoonalternately——herlipscompressedbyconcentrationonthefeat,hereyesgluedtotheplank,herhandtotherope,andherimmediatethoughttothefactofthedistressingnarrownessofherfooting。Stepsnowshookthelowerendoftheboard,andinaninstantwereuptoherheelswithabound。

\'O,Owen,Iamsogladyouarecome!\'shesaidwithoutturning。

\'Don\'t,don\'tshaketheplankortouchme,whateveryoudo……

There,Iamup。Wherehaveyoubeensolong?\'shecontinued,inalowertone,turningroundtohimasshereachedthetop。

Raisinghereyesfromherfeet,which,standingonthefirmdeck,demandedherattentionnolonger,sheacquiredperceptionsofthenew-comerinthefollowingorder:unknowntrousers;unknownwaistcoat;unknownface。Themanwasnotherbrother,butatotalstranger。

Offwenttheplank;thepaddlesstarted,stopped,backed,patteredinconfusion,thenrevolveddecisively,andtheboatpassedoutintodeepwater。

Oneortwopersonshadsaid,\'Howd\'yedo,Mr。Springrove?\'andlookedatCytherea,toseehowsheboreherdisappointment。Herearshadbutjustcaughtthenameoftheheaddraughtsman,whenshesawhimadvancingdirectlytoaddressher。

\'MissGraye,Ibelieve?\'hesaid,liftinghishat。

\'Yes,\'saidCytherea,colouring,andtryingnottolookguiltyofasurreptitiousknowledgeofhim。

\'IamMr。Springrove。IpassedCorvsgateCastleaboutanhourago,andsoonafterwardsmetyourbrothergoingthatway。Hehadbeendeceivedinthedistance,andwasabouttoturnwithoutseeingtheruin,onaccountofalamenessthathadcomeoninhislegorfoot。

Iproposedthatheshouldgoon,sincehehadgotsonear;andafterwards,insteadofwalkingbacktotheboat,getacrosstoAngleburyStation——ashorterwalkforhim——wherehecouldcatchthelatetrain,andgodirectlyhome。Icouldletyouknowwhathehaddone,andallayanyuneasiness。\'

\'Isthelamenessserious,doyouknow?\'

\'Ono;simplyfromover-walkinghimself。Still,itwasjustaswelltoridehome。\'

RelievedfromherapprehensionsonOwen\'sscore,shewasableslightlytoexaminetheappearanceofherinformant——EdwardSpringrove——whonowremovedhishatforawhile,tocoolhimself。

Hewasratheraboveherbrother\'sheight。Althoughtheupperpartofhisfaceandheadwashandsomelyformed,andboundedbylinesofsufficientlymasculineregularity,hisbrowsweresomewhattoosoftlyarched,andfinelypencilledforoneofhissex;withoutprejudice,however,tothebeliefwhichthesumtotalofhisfeaturesinspired——thatthoughtheydidnotprovethatthemanwhothoughtinsidethemwoulddomuchintheworld,menwhohaddonemostofallhadhadnobetterones。Acrosshisforehead,otherwiseperfectlysmooth,ranonethinline,thehealthyfreshnessofhisremainingfeaturesexpressingthatithadcomethereprematurely。

Thoughsomeyearsshortoftheageatwhichtheclearspiritbidsgood-byetothelastinfirmityofnoblemind,andtakestohouse-

huntingandinvestments,hehadreachedtheperiodinayoungman\'slifewhenepisodicperiods,withahopefulbirthandadisappointingdeath,havebeguntoaccumulate,andtobearafruitofgeneralities;hisglancesometimesseemingtostate,\'Ihavealreadythoughtouttheissueofsuchconditionsastheseweareexperiencing。\'Atothertimesheworeanabstractedlook:\'Iseemtohavelivedthroughthismomentbefore。\'

Hewascarelesslydressedindarkgrey,wearingarolled-upblackkerchiefasaneck-cloth;theknotofwhichwasdisarranged,andstoodobliquely——adepositofwhitedusthavinglodgedinthecreases。

\'Iamsorryforyourdisappointment,\'hecontinued,glancingintoherface。Theireyeshavingmet,became,asitwere,mutuallylockedtogether,andthesingleinstantonlywhichgoodbreedingallowsasthelengthofsuchalook,becametrebled:aclearpenetratingrayofintelligencehadshotfromeachintoeach,givingbirthtooneofthoseunaccountablesensationswhichcarryhometotheheartbeforethehandhasbeentouchedorthemerestcomplimentpassed,bysomethingstrongerthanmathematicalproof,theconviction,\'Atiehasbeguntouniteus。\'

Bothfacesalsounconsciouslystatedthattheirownershadbeenmuchineachother\'sthoughtsoflate。OwenhadtalkedtotheyoungarchitectofhissisterasfreelyastoCythereaoftheyoungarchitect。

Aconversationbegan,whichwasnonethelessinterestingtothepartiesengagedbecauseitconsistedonlyofthemosttrivialandcommonplaceremarks。Thenthebandofharpsandviolinsstruckupalivelymelody,andthedeckwasclearedfordancing;thesundippingbeneaththehorizonduringtheproceeding,andthemoonshowingherselfattheirstern。Theseawassocalm,thatthesofthissproducedbytheburstingoftheinnumerablebubblesoffoambehindthepaddlescouldbedistinctlyheard。Thepassengerswhodidnotdance,includingCythereaandSpringrove,lapsedintosilence,leaningagainstthepaddle-boxes,orstandingaloof——noticingthetremblingofthedecktothestepsofthedance——watchingthewavesfromthepaddlesastheyslidthinlyandeasilyundereachother\'sedges。

NighthadquiteclosedinbythetimetheyreachedBudmouthharbour,sparklingwithitswhite,red,andgreenlightsinoppositiontotheshimmeringpathofthemoon\'sreflectionontheotherside,whichreachedawaytothehorizontillthefleckedripplesreducedthemselvestosparklesasfineasgolddust。

\'Iwillwalktothestationandfindouttheexacttimethetrainarrives,\'saidSpringrove,rathereagerly,whentheyhadlanded。

Shethankedhimmuch。

\'Perhapswemightwalktogether,\'hesuggestedhesitatingly。Shelookedasifshedidnotquiteknow,andhesettledthequestionbyshowingtheway。

Theyfound,onarrivingthere,thatonthefirstdayofthatmonththeparticulartrainselectedforGraye\'sreturnhadceasedtostopatAngleburystation。

\'IamverysorryImisledhim,\'saidSpringrove。

\'O,Iamnotalarmedatall,\'repliedCytherea。

\'Well,it\'ssuretobeallright——hewillsleepthere,andcomebythefirstinthemorning。Butwhatwillyoudo,alone?\'

\'Iamquiteeasyonthatpoint;thelandladyisveryfriendly。I

mustgoindoorsnow。Good-night,Mr。Springrove。\'

\'Letmegoroundtoyourdoorwithyou?\'hepleaded。

\'No,thankyou;welivecloseby。\'

Helookedatherasawaiterlooksatthechangehebringsback。

Butshewasinexorable。

\'Don\'t——forgetme,\'hemurmured。Shedidnotanswer。

\'Letmeseeyousometimes,\'hesaid。

\'Perhapsyouneverwillagain——Iamgoingaway,\'sherepliedinlingeringtones;andturningintoCrossStreet,ranindoorsandupstairs。

Thesuddenwithdrawalofwhatwassuperfluousatfirst,isoftenfeltasanessentialloss。Itwasfeltnowwithregardtothemaiden。More,too,afterameetingsopleasantandsoenkindling,shehadseemedtoimplythattheywouldnevercometogetheragain。

Theyoungmansoftlyfollowedher,stoodoppositethehouseandwatchedhercomeintotheupperroomwiththelight。Presentlyhisgazewascutshortbyherapproachingthewindowandpullingdowntheblind——EdwarddwellinguponhervanishingfigurewithahopelesssenseoflossakintothatwhichAdamissaidbylogicianstohavefeltwhenhefirstsawthesunset,andthought,inhisinexperience,thatitwouldreturnnomore。

Hewaitedtillhershadowhadtwicecrossedthewindow,when,findingthecharmingoutlinewasnottobeexpectedagain,heleftthestreet,crossedtheharbour-bridge,andenteredhisownsolitarychamberontheotherside,vaguelythinkingashewent(forundefinedreasons),\'OnehopeistoolikedespairForprudencetosmother。\'

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