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第1章

作者:Anton Chekhov 字数:16567 更新:2026-03-11 00:17:47

CONTENTS

THESCHOOLMISTRESS

ANERVOUSBREAKDOWN

MISERY

CHAMPAGNE

AFTERTHETHEATRE

ALADY’SSTORY

INEXILE

THECATTLE-DEALERS

SORROW

ONOFFICIALDUTY

THEFIRST-CLASSPASSENGER

ATRAGICACTOR

ATRANSGRESSION

SMALLFRY

THEREQUIEM

INTHECOACH-HOUSE

PANICFEARS

THEBET

THEHEAD-GARDENER’SSTORY

THEBEAUTIES

THESHOEMAKERANDTHEDEVIL

THESCHOOLMISTRESS

AThalf-pasteighttheydroveoutofthetown。

Thehighroadwasdry,alovelyAprilsunwasshiningwarmly,butthesnowwasstilllyingintheditchesandinthewoods。Winter,dark,long,andspiteful,washardlyover;springhadcomeallofasudden。Butneitherthewarmthnorthelanguidtransparentwoods,warmedbythebreathofspring,northeblackflocksofbirdsflyingoverthehugepuddlesthatwerelikelakes,northemarvelousfathomlesssky,intowhichitseemedonewouldhavegoneawaysojoyfully,presentedanythingneworinterestingtoMaryaVassilyevnawhowassittinginthecart。Forthirteenyearsshehadbeenschoolmistress,andtherewasnoreckoninghowmanytimesduringallthoseyearsshehadbeentothetownforhersalary;andwhetheritwerespringasnow,orarainyautumnevening,orwinter,itwasallthesametoher,andshealways——

invariably——longedforonethingonly,togettotheendofherjourneyasquicklyascouldbe。

Shefeltasthoughshehadbeenlivinginthatpartofthecountryforagesandages,forahundredyears,anditseemedtoherthatshekneweverystone,everytreeontheroadfromthetowntoherschool。Herpastwashere,herpresentwashere,andshecouldimaginenootherfuturethantheschool,theroadtothetownandbackagain,andagaintheschoolandagaintheroad……

Shehadgotoutofthehabitofthinkingofherpastbeforeshebecameaschoolmistress,andhadalmostforgottenit。Shehadoncehadafatherandmother;theyhadlivedinMoscowinabigflatneartheRedGate,butofallthatlifetherewasleftinhermemoryonlysomethingvagueandfluidlikeadream。Herfatherhaddiedwhenshewastenyearsold,andhermotherhaddiedsoonafter……Shehadabrother,anofficer;atfirsttheyusedtowritetoeachother,thenherbrotherhadgivenupansweringherletters,hehadgotoutofthewayofwriting。Ofheroldbelongings,allthatwasleftwasaphotographofhermother,butithadgrowndimfromthedampnessoftheschool,andnownothingcouldbeseenbutthehairandtheeyebrows。

Whentheyhaddrivenacoupleofmiles,oldSemyon,whowasdriving,turnedroundandsaid:

\"Theyhavecaughtagovernmentclerkinthetown。Theyhavetakenhimaway。ThestoryisthatwithsomeGermanshekilledAlexeyev,theMayor,inMoscow。\"

\"Whotoldyouthat?\"

\"Theywerereadingitinthepaper,inIvanIonov’stavern。\"

Andagaintheyweresilentforalongtime。MaryaVassilyevnathoughtofherschool,oftheexaminationthatwascomingsoon,andofthegirlandfourboysshewassendingupforit。Andjustasshewasthinkingabouttheexamination,shewasovertakenbyaneighboringlandownercalledHanovinacarriagewithfourhorses,theverymanwhohadbeenexaminerinherschooltheyearbefore。Whenhecameuptoherherecognizedherandbowed。

\"Good-morning,\"hesaidtoher。\"Youaredrivinghome,I

suppose。\"

ThisHanov,amanoffortywithalistlessexpressionandafacethatshowedsignsofwear,wasbeginningtolookold,butwasstillhandsomeandadmiredbywomen。Helivedinhisbighomesteadalone,andwasnotintheservice;andpeopleusedtosayofhimthathedidnothingathomebutwalkupanddowntheroomwhistling,orplaychesswithhisoldfootman。Peoplesaid,too,thathedrankheavily。Andindeedattheexaminationtheyearbeforetheverypapershebroughtwithhimsmeltofwineandscent。Hehadbeendressedallinnewclothesonthatoccasion,andMaryaVassilyevnathoughthimveryattractive,andallthewhileshesatbesidehimshehadfeltembarrassed。Shewasaccustomedtoseefrigidandsensibleexaminersattheschool,whilethisonedidnotrememberasingleprayer,orknowwhattoaskquestionsabout,andwasexceedinglycourteousanddelicate,givingnothingbutthehighestmarks。

\"IamgoingtovisitBakvist,\"hewenton,addressingMaryaVassilyevna,\"butIamtoldheisnotathome。\"

Theyturnedoffthehighroadintoaby-roadtothevillage,HanovleadingthewayandSemyonfollowing。Thefourhorsesmovedatawalkingpace,witheffortdraggingtheheavycarriagethroughthemud。Semyontackedfromsidetoside,keepingtotheedgeoftheroad,atonetimethroughasnowdrift,atanotherthroughapool,oftenjumpingoutofthecartandhelpingthehorse。MaryaVassilyevnawasstillthinkingabouttheschool,wonderingwhetherthearithmeticquestionsattheexaminationwouldbedifficultoreasy。AndshefeltannoyedwiththeZemstvoboardatwhichshehadfoundnoonethedaybefore。Howunbusiness-like!

Hereshehadbeenaskingthemforthelasttwoyearstodismissthewatchman,whodidnothing,wasrudetoher,andhittheschoolboys;butnoonepaidanyattention。Itwashardtofindthepresidentattheoffice,andwhenonedidfindhimhewouldsaywithtearsinhiseyesthathehadn’tamomenttospare;theinspectorvisitedtheschoolatmostonceinthreeyears,andknewnothingwhateverabouthiswork,ashehadbeenintheExciseDutiesDepartment,andhadreceivedthepostofschoolinspectorthroughinfluence。TheSchoolCouncilmetveryrarely,andtherewasnoknowingwhereitmet;theschoolguardianwasanalmostilliteratepeasant,theheadofatanningbusiness,unintelligent,rude,andagreatfriendofthewatchman’s——andgoodnessknowstowhomshecouldappealwithcomplaintsorinquiries……

\"Hereallyishandsome,\"shethought,glancingatHanov。

Theroadgrewworseandworse……Theydroveintothewood。

Heretherewasnoroomtoturnround,thewheelssankdeeplyin,watersplashedandgurgledthroughthem,andsharptwigsstruckthemintheface。

\"Whataroad!\"saidHanov,andhelaughed。

Theschoolmistresslookedathimandcouldnotunderstandwhythisqueermanlivedhere。Whatcouldhismoney,hisinterestingappearance,hisrefinedbearingdoforhimhere,inthismud,inthisGod-forsaken,drearyplace?Hegotnospecialadvantagesoutoflife,andhere,likeSemyon,wasdrivingatajog-trotonanappallingroadandenduringthesamediscomforts。WhylivehereifonecouldliveinPetersburgorabroad?Andonewouldhavethoughtitwouldbenothingforarichmanlikehimtomakeagoodroadinsteadofthisbadone,toavoidenduringthismiseryandseeingthedespaironthefacesofhiscoachmanandSemyon;butheonlylaughed,andapparentlydidnotmind,andwantednobetterlife。Hewaskind,soft,naive,andhedidnotunderstandthiscoarselife,justasattheexaminationhedidnotknowtheprayers。Hesubscribednothingtotheschoolsbutglobes,andgenuinelyregardedhimselfasausefulpersonandaprominentworkerinthecauseofpopulareducation。Andwhatusewerehisglobeshere?

\"Holdon,Vassilyevna!\"saidSemyon。

Thecartlurchedviolentlyandwasonthepointofupsetting;

somethingheavyrolledontoMaryaVassilyevna’sfeet——itwasherparcelofpurchases。Therewasasteepascentuphillthroughtheclay;hereinthewindingditchesrivuletsweregurgling。

Thewaterseemedtohavegnawedawaytheroad;andhowcouldonegetalonghere!Thehorsesbreathedhard。Hanovgotoutofhiscarriageandwalkedatthesideoftheroadinhislongovercoat。

Hewashot。

\"Whataroad!\"hesaid,andlaughedagain。\"Itwouldsoonsmashupone’scarriage。\"

\"Nobodyobligesyoutodriveaboutinsuchweather,\"saidSemyonsurlily。\"Youshouldstayathome。\"

\"Iamdullathome,grandfather。Idon’tlikestayingathome。\"

BesideoldSemyonhelookedgracefulandvigorous,butyetinhiswalktherewassomethingjustperceptiblewhichbetrayedinhimabeingalreadytouchedbydecay,weak,andontheroadtoruin。

Andallatoncetherewasawhiffofspiritsinthewood。MaryaVassilyevnawasfilledwithdreadandpityforthismangoingtohisruinfornovisiblecauseorreason,anditcameintohermindthatifshehadbeenhiswifeorsistershewouldhavedevotedherwholelifetosavinghimfromruin。Hiswife!Lifewassoorderedthatherehewaslivinginhisgreathousealone,andshewaslivinginaGod-forsakenvillagealone,andyetforsomereasonthemerethoughtthatheandshemightbeclosetooneanotherandequalsseemedimpossibleandabsurd。Inreality,lifewasarrangedandhumanrelationswerecomplicatedsoutterlybeyondallunderstandingthatwhenonethoughtaboutitonefeltuncannyandone’sheartsank。

\"Anditisbeyondallunderstanding,\"shethought,\"whyGodgivesbeauty,thisgraciousness,andsad,sweeteyestoweak,unlucky,uselesspeople——whytheyaresocharming。\"

\"Herewemustturnofftotheright,\"saidHanov,gettingintohiscarriage。\"Good-by!Iwishyouallthingsgood!\"

Andagainshethoughtofherpupils,oftheexamination,ofthewatchman,oftheSchoolCouncil;andwhenthewindbroughtthesoundoftheretreatingcarriagethesethoughtsweremingledwithothers。Shelongedtothinkofbeautifuleyes,oflove,ofthehappinesswhichwouldneverbe……

Hiswife?Itwascoldinthemorning,therewasnoonetoheatthestove,thewatchmandisappeared;thechildrencameinassoonasitwaslight,bringinginsnowandmudandmakinganoise:itwasallsoinconvenient,socomfortless。Herabodeconsistedofonelittleroomandthekitchencloseby。Herheadachedeverydayafterherwork,andafterdinnershehadheart-burn。Shehadtocollectmoneyfromtheschool-childrenforwoodandforthewatchman,andtogiveittotheschoolguardian,andthentoentreathim——thatoverfed,insolentpeasant——forGod’ssaketosendherwood。Andatnightshedreamedofexaminations,peasants,snowdrifts。Andthislifewasmakinghergrowoldandcoarse,makingherugly,angular,andawkward,asthoughsheweremadeoflead。Shewasalwaysafraid,andshewouldgetupfromherseatandnotventuretositdowninthepresenceofamemberoftheZemstvoortheschoolguardian。Andsheusedformal,deferentialexpressionswhenshespokeofanyoneofthem。Andnoonethoughtherattractive,andlifewaspassingdrearily,withoutaffection,withoutfriendlysympathy,withoutinterestingacquaintances。Howawfulitwouldhavebeeninherpositionifshehadfalleninlove!

\"Holdon,Vassilyevna!\"

Againasharpascentuphill……

Shehadbecomeaschoolmistressfromnecessity,withoutfeelinganyvocationforit;andshehadneverthoughtofavocation,ofservingthecauseofenlightenment;anditalwaysseemedtoherthatwhatwasmostimportantinherworkwasnotthechildren,norenlightenment,buttheexaminations。Andwhattimehadsheforthinkingofvocation,ofservingthecauseofenlightenment?

Teachers,badlypaiddoctors,andtheirassistants,withtheirterriblyhardwork,havenoteventhecomfortofthinkingthattheyareservinganideaorthepeople,astheirheadsarealwaysstuffedwiththoughtsoftheirdailybread,ofwoodforthefire,ofbadroads,ofillnesses。Itisahard-working,anuninterestinglife,andonlysilent,patientcart-horseslikeMaryVassilyevnacouldputupwithitforlong;

thelively,nervous,impressionablepeoplewhotalkedaboutvocationandservingtheideaweresoonwearyofitandgaveupthework。

Semyonkeptpickingoutthedriestandshortestway,firstbyameadow,thenbythebacksofthevillagehuts;butinoneplacethepeasantswouldnotletthempass,inanotheritwasthepriest’slandandtheycouldnotcrossit,inanotherIvanIonovhadboughtaplotfromthelandownerandhaddugaditchroundit。Theykepthavingtoturnback。

TheyreachedNizhneyeGorodistche。Nearthetavernonthedung-strewnearth,wherethesnowwasstilllying,therestoodwagonsthathadbroughtgreatbottlesofcrudesulphuricacid。

Therewereagreatmanypeopleinthetavern,alldrivers,andtherewasasmellofvodka,tobacco,andsheepskins。Therewasaloudnoiseofconversationandthebangingoftheswing-door。

Throughthewall,withoutceasingforamoment,camethesoundofaconcertinabeingplayedintheshop。MaryaVassilyevnasatdownanddranksometea,whileatthenexttablepeasantsweredrinkingvodkaandbeer,perspiringfromtheteatheyhadjustswallowedandthestiflingfumesofthetavern。

\"Isay,Kuzma!\"voiceskeptshoutinginconfusion。\"Whatthere!\"

\"TheLordblessus!\"\"IvanDementyitch,Icantellyouthat!\"

\"Lookout,oldman!\"

Alittlepock-markedmanwithablackbeard,whowasquitedrunk,wassuddenlysurprisedbysomethingandbeganusingbadlanguage。

\"Whatareyouswearingat,youthere?\"Semyon,whowassittingsomewayoff,respondedangrily。\"Don’tyouseetheyounglady?\"

\"Theyounglady!\"someonemimickedinanothercorner。

\"Swinishcrow!\"

\"Wemeantnothing……\"saidthelittlemaninconfusion。\"Ibegyourpardon。Wepaywithourmoneyandtheyoungladywithhers。

Good-morning!\"

\"Good-morning,\"answeredtheschoolmistress。

\"Andwethankyoumostfeelingly。\"

MaryaVassilyevnadrankherteawithsatisfaction,andshe,too,beganturningredlikethepeasants,andfelltothinkingagainaboutfirewood,aboutthewatchman……

\"Stay,oldman,\"sheheardfromthenexttable,\"it’stheschoolmistressfromVyazovye……Weknowher;she’sagoodyounglady。\"

\"She’sallright!\"

Theswing-doorwascontinuallybanging,somecomingin,othersgoingout。MaryaVassilyevnasaton,thinkingallthetimeofthesamethings,whiletheconcertinawentonplayingandplaying。

Thepatchesofsunshinehadbeenonthefloor,thentheypassedtothecounter,tothewall,anddisappearedaltogether;

sobythesunitwaspastmidday。Thepeasantsatthenexttableweregettingreadytogo。Thelittleman,somewhatunsteadily,wentuptoMaryaVassilyevnaandheldouthishandtoher;

followinghisexample,theothersshookhands,too,atparting,andwentoutoneafteranother,andtheswing-doorsqueakedandslammedninetimes。

\"Vassilyevna,getready,\"Semyoncalledtoher。

Theysetoff。Andagaintheywentatawalkingpace。

\"AlittlewhilebacktheywerebuildingaschoolhereintheirNizhneyeGorodistche,\"saidSemyon,turninground。\"Itwasawickedthingthatwasdone!\"

\"Why,what?\"

\"Theysaythepresidentputathousandinhispocket,andtheschoolguardiananotherthousandinhis,andtheteacherfivehundred。\"

\"Thewholeschoolonlycostathousand。It’swrongtoslanderpeople,grandfather。That’sallnonsense。\"

\"Idon’tknow,……Ionlytellyouwhatfolkssay。\"

ButitwasclearthatSemyondidnotbelievetheschoolmistress。

Thepeasantsdidnotbelieveher。Theyalwaysthoughtshereceivedtoolargeasalary,twenty-oneroublesamonth(fivewouldhavebeenenough),andthatofthemoneythatshecollectedfromthechildrenforthefirewoodandthewatchmanthegreaterpartshekeptforherself。Theguardianthoughtthesameasthepeasants,andhehimselfmadeaprofitoffthefirewoodandreceivedpaymentsfromthepeasantsforbeingaguardian——

withouttheknowledgeoftheauthorities。

Theforest,thankGod!wasbehindthem,andnowitwouldbeflat,opengroundallthewaytoVyazovye,andtherewasnotfartogonow。Theyhadtocrosstheriverandthentherailwayline,andthenVyazovyewasinsight。

\"Whereareyoudriving?\"MaryaVassilyevnaaskedSemyon。\"Taketheroadtotherighttothebridge。\"

\"Why,wecangothiswayaswell。It’snotdeepenoughtomatter。\"

\"Mindyoudon’tdrownthehorse。\"

\"What?\"

\"Look,Hanovisdrivingtothebridge,\"saidMaryaVassilyevna,seeingthefourhorsesfarawaytotheright。\"Itishe,I

think。\"

\"Itis。Sohedidn’tfindBakvistathome。Whatapig-headedfellowheis。Lordhavemercyuponus!He’sdrivenoverthere,andwhatfor?It’sfullytwomilesnearerthisway。\"

Theyreachedtheriver。Inthesummeritwasalittlestreameasilycrossedbywading。ItusuallydriedupinAugust,butnow,afterthespringfloods,itwasariverfortyfeetinbreadth,rapid,muddy,andcold;onthebankandrightuptothewatertherewerefreshtracksofwheels,soithadbeencrossedhere。

\"Goon!\"shoutedSemyonangrilyandanxiously,tuggingviolentlyatthereinsandjerkinghiselbowsasabirddoesitswings。\"Goon!\"

Thehorsewentonintothewateruptohisbellyandstopped,butatoncewentonagainwithaneffort,andMaryaVassilyevnawasawareofakeenchillinessinherfeet。

\"Goon!\"she,too,shouted,gettingup。\"Goon!\"

Theygotoutonthebank。

\"Nicemessitis,Lordhavemercyuponus!\"mutteredSemyon,settingstraighttheharness。\"It’saperfectplaguewiththisZemstvo……\"

Hershoesandgolosheswerefullofwater,thelowerpartofherdressandofhercoatandonesleevewerewetanddripping:thesugarandflourhadgotwet,andthatwasworstofall,andMaryaVassilyevnacouldonlyclaspherhandsindespairandsay:

Oh,Semyon,Semyon!Howtiresomeyouarereally!……\"

Thebarrierwasdownattherailwaycrossing。Atrainwascomingoutofthestation。MaryaVassilyevnastoodatthecrossingwaitingtillitshouldpass,andshiveringalloverwithcold。

Vyazovyewasinsightnow,andtheschoolwiththegreenroof,andthechurchwithitscrossesflashingintheeveningsun:andthestationwindowsflashedtoo,andapinksmokerosefromtheengine……anditseemedtoherthateverythingwastremblingwithcold。

Herewasthetrain;thewindowsreflectedthegleaminglightlikethecrossesonthechurch:itmadehereyesachetolookatthem。

Onthelittleplatformbetweentwofirst-classcarriagesaladywasstanding,andMaryaVassilyevnaglancedatherasshepassed。Hermother!Whataresemblance!Hermotherhadhadjustsuchluxurianthair,justsuchabrowandbendofthehead。Andwithamazingdistinctness,forthefirsttimeinthosethirteenyears,thererosebeforehermindavividpictureofhermother,herfather,herbrother,theirflatinMoscow,theaquariumwithlittlefish,everythingtothetiniestdetail;sheheardthesoundofthepiano,herfather’svoice;shefeltasshehadbeenthen,young,good-looking,well-dressed,inabrightwarmroomamongherownpeople。Afeelingofjoyandhappinesssuddenlycameoverher,shepressedherhandstohertemplesinanecstacy,andcalledsoftly,beseechingly:

\"Mother!\"

Andshebegancrying,shedidnotknowwhy。JustatthatinstantHanovdroveupwithhisteamoffourhorses,andseeinghimsheimaginedhappinesssuchasshehadneverhad,andsmiledandnoddedtohimasanequalandafriend,anditseemedtoherthatherhappiness,hertriumph,wasglowingintheskyandonallsides,inthewindowsandonthetrees。Herfatherandmotherhadneverdied,shehadneverbeenaschoolmistress,itwasalong,tedious,strangedream,andnowshehadawakened……

\"Vassilyevna,getin!\"

Andatonceitallvanished。Thebarrierwasslowlyraised。MaryaVassilyevna,shiveringandnumbwithcold,gotintothecart。Thecarriagewiththefourhorsescrossedtherailwayline;Semyonfollowedit。Thesignalmantookoffhiscap。

\"AndhereisVyazovye。Hereweare。\"

ANERVOUSBREAKDOWN

AMEDICALstudentcalledMayer,andapupiloftheMoscowSchoolofPainting,Sculpture,andArchitecturecalledRybnikov,wentoneeveningtoseetheirfriendVassilyev,alawstudent,andsuggestedthatheshouldgowiththemtoS。Street。ForalongtimeVassilyevwouldnotconsenttogo,butintheendheputonhisgreatcoatandwentwiththem。

Heknewnothingoffallenwomenexceptbyhearsayandfrombooks,andhehadneverinhislifebeeninthehousesinwhichtheylive。Heknewthatthereareimmoralwomenwho,underthepressureoffatalcircumstances——environment,badeducation,poverty,andsoon——areforcedtoselltheirhonorformoney。

Theyknownothingofpurelove,havenochildren,havenocivilrights;theirmothersandsistersweepoverthemasthoughtheyweredead,sciencetreatsofthemasanevil,menaddressthemwithcontemptuousfamiliarity。Butinspiteofallthat,theydonotlosethesemblanceandimageofGod。Theyallacknowledgetheirsinandhopeforsalvation。Ofthemeansthatleadtosalvationtheycanavailthemselvestothefullestextent。

Society,itistrue,willnotforgivepeopletheirpast,butinthesightofGodSt。MaryofEgyptisnolowerthantheothersaints。WhenithadhappenedtoVassilyevinthestreettorecognizeafallenwomanassuch,byherdressorhermanners,ortoseeapictureofoneinacomicpaper,healwaysrememberedastoryhehadonceread:ayoungman,pureandself-sacrificing,lovesafallenwomanandurgeshertobecomehiswife;she,consideringherselfunworthyofsuchhappiness,takespoison。

VassilyevlivedinoneofthesidestreetsturningoutofTverskoyBoulevard。Whenhecameoutofthehousewithhistwofriendsitwasabouteleveno’clock。Thefirstsnowhadnotlongfallen,andallnaturewasunderthespellofthefreshsnow。

Therewasthesmellofsnowintheair,thesnowcrunchedsoftlyunderthefeet;theearth,theroofs,thetrees,theseatsontheboulevard,everythingwassoft,white,young,andthismadethehouseslookquitedifferentfromthedaybefore;thestreetlampsburnedmorebrightly,theairwasmoretransparent,thecarriagesrumbledwithadeepernote,andwiththefresh,light,frostyairafeelingstirredinthesoulakintothewhite,youthful,featherysnow。\"Againstmywillanunknownforce,\"

hummedthemedicalstudentinhisagreeabletenor,\"hasledmetothesemournfulshores。\"

\"Beholdthemill……\"theartistsecondedhim,\"inruinsnow……\"

\"Beholdthemill……inruinsnow,\"themedicalstudentrepeated,raisinghiseyebrowsandshakinghisheadmournfully。

Hepaused,rubbedhisforehead,tryingtorememberthewords,andthensangaloud,sowellthatpassers-bylookedround:

\"HereinolddayswhenIwasfree,Love,free,unfettered,greetedme。\"

Thethreeofthemwentintoarestaurantand,withouttakingofftheirgreatcoats,drankacoupleofglassesofvodkaeach。Beforedrinkingthesecondglass,Vassilyevnoticedabitofcorkinhisvodka,raisedtheglasstohiseyes,andgazedintoitforalongtime,screwinguphisshortsightedeyes。Themedicalstudentdidnotunderstandhisexpression,andsaid:

\"Come,whylookatit?Nophilosophizing,please。Vodkaisgivenustobedrunk,sturgeontobeeaten,womentobevisited,snowtobewalkedupon。Foroneeveninganywaylivelikeahumanbeing!\"

\"ButIhaven’tsaidanything……\"saidVassilyev,laughing。\"AmIrefusingto?\"

Therewasawarmthinsidehimfromthevodka。Helookedwithsoftenedfeelingsathisfriends,admiredthemandenviedthem。

Inthesestrong,healthy,cheerfulpeoplehowwonderfullybalancedeverythingis,howfinishedandsmoothiseverythingintheirmindsandsouls!Theysing,andhaveapassionforthetheatre,anddraw,andtalkagreatdeal,anddrink,andtheydon’thaveheadachesthedayafter;theyarebothpoeticalanddebauched,bothsoftandhard;theycanwork,too,andbeindignant,andlaughwithoutreason,andtalknonsense;theyarewarm,honest,self-sacrificing,andasmenareinnowayinferiortohimself,Vassilyev,whowatchedovereverystephetookandeverywordheuttered,whowasfastidiousandcautious,andreadytoraiseeverytrifletothelevelofaproblem。Andhelongedforoneeveningtoliveashisfriendsdid,toopenout,tolethimselfloosefromhisowncontrol。Ifvodkahadtobedrunk,hewoulddrinkit,thoughhisheadwouldbesplittingnextmorning。Ifheweretakentothewomenhewouldgo。Hewouldlaugh,playthefool,gailyrespondtothepassingadvancesofstrangersinthestreet……

Hewentoutoftherestaurantlaughing。Helikedhisfriends——

oneinacrushedbroad-brimmedhat,withanaffectationofartisticuntidiness;theotherinasealskincap,amannotpoor,thoughheaffectedtobelongtotheBohemiaoflearning。Helikedthesnow,thepalestreetlamps,thesharpblacktracksleftinthefirstsnowbythefeetofthepassers-by。Helikedtheair,andespeciallythatlimpid,tender,naive,asitwerevirginaltone,whichcanbeseeninnatureonlytwiceintheyear——wheneverythingiscoveredwithsnow,andinspringonbrightdaysandmoonlighteveningswhentheicebreaksontheriver。

\"Againstmywillanunknownforce,Hasledmetothesemournfulshores,\"

hehummedinanundertone。

Andthetuneforsomereasonhauntedhimandhisfriendsalltheway,andallthreeofthemhummeditmechanically,notintimewithoneanother。

Vassilyev’simaginationwaspicturinghow,inanothertenminutes,heandhisfriendswouldknockatadoor;howbylittledarkpassagesanddarkroomstheywouldstealintothewomen;

how,takingadvantageofthedarkness,hewouldstrikeamatch,wouldlightupandseethefaceofamartyrandaguiltysmile。

Theunknown,fairordark,wouldcertainlyhaveherhairdownandbewearingawhitedressing-jacket;shewouldbepanic-strickenbythelight,wouldbefearfullyconfused,andwouldsay:\"ForGod’ssake,whatareyoudoing!Putitout!\"Itwouldallbedreadful,butinterestingandnew。

II

ThefriendsturnedoutofTrubnoySquareintoGratchevka,andsoonreachedthesidestreetwhichVassilyevonlyknewbyreputation。Seeingtworowsofhouseswithbrightlylightedwindowsandwide-opendoors,andhearinggaystrainsofpianosandviolins,soundswhichfloatedoutfromeverydoorandmingledinastrangechaos,asthoughanunseenorchestraweretuningupinthedarknessabovetheroofs,Vassilyevwassurprisedandsaid:

\"Whatalotofhouses!\"

\"That’snothing,\"saidthemedicalstudent。\"InLondontherearetentimesasmany。Thereareaboutahundredthousandsuchwomenthere。\"

Thecabmenweresittingontheirboxesascalmlyandindifferentlyasinanyothersidestreet;thesamepassers-bywerewalkingalongthepavementasinotherstreets。Noonewashurrying,noonewashidinghisfaceinhiscoat-collar,nooneshookhisheadreproachfully……Andinthisindifferencetothenoisychaosofpianosandviolins,tothebrightwindowsandwide-opendoors,therewasafeelingofsomethingveryopen,insolent,reckless,anddevil-may-care。Probablyitwasasgayandnoisyattheslave-marketsintheirday,andpeople’sfacesandmovementsshowedthesameindifference。

\"Letusbeginfromthebeginning,\"saidtheartist。

Thefriendswentintoanarrowpassagelightedbyalampwithareflector。Whentheyopenedthedooramaninablackcoat,withanunshavenfacelikeaflunkey’s,andsleepy-lookingeyes,gotuplazilyfromayellowsofainthehall。Theplacesmeltlikealaundrywithanodorofvinegarinaddition。Adoorfromthehallledintoabrightlylightedroom。Themedicalstudentandtheartiststoppedatthisdoorand,craningtheirnecks,peepedintotheroom。

\"Buonasera,signori,rigolleto——hugenotti——traviata!\"begantheartist,withatheatricalbow。

\"Havanna——tarakano——pistoleto!\"saidthemedicalstudent,pressinghiscaptohisbreastandbowinglow。

Vassilyevwasstandingbehindthem。Hewouldhavelikedtomakeatheatricalbowandsaysomethingsilly,too,butheonlysmiled,feltanawkwardnessthatwaslikeshame,andwaitedimpatientlyforwhatwouldhappennext。

Alittlefairgirlofseventeenoreighteen,withshorthair,inashortlight-bluefrockwithabunchofwhiteribbononherbosom,appearedinthedoorway。

\"Whydoyoustandatthedoor?\"shesaid。\"Takeoffyourcoatsandcomeintothedrawing-room。\"

Themedicalstudentandtheartist,stilltalkingItalian,wentintothedrawing-room。Vassilyevfollowedthemirresolutely。

\"Gentlemen,takeoffyourcoats!\"theflunkeysaidsternly;\"youcan’tgoinlikethat。\"

Inthedrawing-roomtherewas,besidesthegirl,anotherwoman,verystoutandtall,withaforeignfaceandbarearms。Shewassittingnearthepiano,layingoutagameofpatienceonherlap。

Shetooknonoticewhateverofthevisitors。

\"Wherearetheotheryoungladies?\"askedthemedicalstudent。

\"Theyarehavingtheirtea,\"saidthefairgirl。\"Stepan,\"shecalled,\"goandtelltheyoungladiessomestudentshavecome!\"

Alittlelaterathirdyoungladycameintotheroom。Shewaswearingabrightreddresswithbluestripes。Herfacewaspaintedthicklyandunskillfully,herbrowwashiddenunderherhair,andtherewasanunblinking,frightenedstareinhereyes。

Asshecamein,shebeganatoncesingingsomesonginacoarse,powerfulcontralto。Afterherafourthappeared,andafterherafifth……

InallthisVassilyevsawnothingneworinteresting。Itseemedtohimthatthatroom,thepiano,thelooking-glassinitscheapgiltframe,thebunchofwhiteribbon,thedresswiththebluestripes,andtheblankindifferentfaces,hehadseenbeforeandmorethanonce。Ofthedarkness,thesilence,thesecrecy,theguiltysmile,ofallthathehadexpectedtomeethereandhaddreaded,hesawnotrace。

Everythingwasordinary,prosaic,anduninteresting。Onlyonethingfaintlystirredhiscuriosity——theterrible,asitwereintentionallydesigned,badtastewhichwasvisibleinthecornices,intheabsurdpictures,inthedresses,inthebunchofribbons。Therewassomethingcharacteristicandpeculiarinthisbadtaste。

\"Howpoorandstupiditallis!\"thoughtVassilyev。\"WhatisthereinallthistrumperyIseenowthatcantemptanormalmanandexcitehimtocommitthehorriblesinofbuyingahumanbeingforarouble?Iunderstandanysinforthesakeofsplendor,beauty,grace,passion,taste;butwhatistherehere?Whatistherehereworthsinningfor?But……onemustn’tthink!\"

\"Beardy,treatmetosomeporter!\"saidthefairgirl,addressinghim。

Vassilyevwasatonceovercomewithconfusion。

\"Withpleasure,\"hesaid,bowingpolitely。\"Onlyexcuseme,madam,I……Iwon’tdrinkwithyou。Idon’tdrink。

Fiveminuteslaterthefriendswentoffintoanotherhouse。

\"Whydidyouaskforporter?\"saidthemedicalstudentangrily。

\"Whatamillionaire!Youhavethrownawaysixroublesfornoreasonwhatever——simplywaste!\"

\"Ifshewantsit,whynotletherhavethepleasure?\"saidVassilyev,justifyinghimself。

\"Youdidnotgivepleasuretoher,buttothe’Madam。’Theyaretoldtoaskthevisitorstostandthemtreatbecauseitisaprofittothekeeper。\"

\"Beholdthemill……\"hummedtheartist,\"inruinsnow……\"

Goingintothenexthouse,thefriendsstoppedinthehallanddidnotgointothedrawing-room。Here,asinthefirsthouse,afigureinablackcoat,withasleepyfacelikeaflunkey’s,gotupfromasofainthehall。Lookingatthisflunkey,athisfaceandhisshabbyblackcoat,Vassilyevthought:\"WhatmustanordinarysimpleRussianhavegonethroughbeforefateflunghimdownasaflunkeyhere?Wherehadhebeenbeforeandwhathadhedone?Whatwasawaitinghim?Washemarried?Wherewashismother,anddidsheknowthathewasaservanthere?\"

AndVassilyevcouldnothelpparticularlynoticingtheflunkeyineachhouse。Inoneofthehouses——hethoughtitwasthefourth——therewasalittlespare,frail-lookingflunkeywithawatch-chainonhiswaistcoat。Hewasreadinganewspaper,andtooknonoticeofthemwhentheywentin。LookingathisfaceVassilyev,forsomereason,thoughtthatamanwithsuchafacemightsteal,mightmurder,mightbearfalsewitness。Butthefacewasreallyinteresting:abigforehead,grayeyes,alittleflattenednose,thincompressedlips,andablanklystupidandatthesametimeinsolentexpressionlikethatofayoungharrierovertakingahare。Vassilyevthoughtitwouldbenicetotouchthisman’shair,toseewhetheritwassoftorcoarse。Itmustbecoarselikeadog’s。

III

Havingdrunktwoglassesofporter,theartistbecamesuddenlytipsyandgrewunnaturallylively。

\"Let’sgotoanother!\"hesaidperemptorily,wavinghishands。\"I

willtakeyoutothebestone。\"

Whenhehadbroughthisfriendstothehousewhichinhisopinionwasthebest,hedeclaredhisfirmintentionofdancingaquadrille。Themedicalstudentgrumbledsomethingabouttheirhavingtopaythemusiciansarouble,butagreedtobehis_vis-a-vis_。Theybegandancing。

Itwasjustasnastyinthebesthouseasintheworst。Heretherewerejustthesamelooking-glassesandpictures,thesamestylesofcoiffureanddress。Lookingroundatthefurnishingoftheroomsandthecostumes,Vassilyevrealizedthatthiswasnotlackoftaste,butsomethingthatmightbecalledthetaste,andeventhestyle,ofS。Street,whichcouldnotbefoundelsewhere——somethingintentionalinitsugliness,notaccidental,butelaboratedinthecourseofyears。Afterhehadbeenineighthouseshewasnolongersurprisedatthecolorofthedresses,atthelongtrains,thegaudyribbons,thesailordresses,andthethickpurplishrougeonthecheeks;hesawthatitallhadtobelikethis,thatifasingleoneofthewomenhadbeendressedlikeahumanbeing,oriftherehadbeenonedecentengravingonthewall,thegeneraltoneofthewholestreetwouldhavesuffered。

\"Howunskillfullytheysellthemselves!\"hethought。\"Howcantheyfailtounderstandthatviceisonlyalluringwhenitisbeautifulandhidden,whenitwearsthemaskofvirtue?Modestblackdresses,palefaces,mournfulsmiles,anddarknesswouldbefarmoreeffectivethanthisclumsytawdriness。Stupidthings!

Iftheydon’tunderstanditofthemselves,theirvisitorsmightsurelyhavetaughtthem……\"

AyoungladyinaPolishdressedgedwithwhitefurcameuptohimandsatdownbesidehim。

\"Younicedarkman,whyaren’tyoudancing?\"sheasked。\"Whyareyousodull?\"

\"Becauseitisdull。\"

\"TreatmetosomeLafitte。Thenitwon’tbedull。\"

Vassilyevmadenoanswer。Hewassilentforalittle,andthenasked:

\"Whattimedoyougettosleep?\"

\"Atsixo’clock。\"

\"Andwhattimedoyougetup?\"

\"Sometimesattwoandsometimesatthree。\"

\"Andwhatdoyoudowhenyougetup?\"

\"Wehavecoffee,andatsixo’clockwehavedinner。\"

\"Andwhatdoyouhavefordinner?\"

\"Usuallysoup,beefsteak,anddessert。Ourmadamkeepsthegirlswell。Butwhydoyouaskallthis?\"

\"Oh,justtotalk……\"

Vassilyevlongedtotalktotheyoungladyaboutmanythings。Hefeltanintensedesiretofindoutwhereshecamefrom,whetherherparentswereliving,andwhethertheyknewthatshewashere;

howshehadcomeintothishouse;whethershewerecheerfulandsatisfied,orsadandoppressedbygloomythoughts;whethershehopedsomedaytogetoutofherpresentposition……Buthecouldnotthinkhowtobeginorinwhatshapetoputhisquestionssoasnottoseemimpertinent。Hethoughtforalongtime,andasked:

\"Howoldareyou?\"

\"Eighty,\"theyoungladyjested,lookingwithalaughattheanticsoftheartistashedanced。

Allatoncesheburstoutlaughingatsomething,andutteredalongcynicalsentenceloudenoughtobeheardbyeveryone。

Vassilyevwasaghast,andnotknowinghowtolook,gaveaconstrainedsmile。Hewastheonlyonewhosmiled;alltheothers,hisfriends,themusicians,thewomen,didnotevenglancetowardshisneighbor,butseemednottohaveheardher。

\"StandmesomeLafitte,\"hisneighborsaidagain。

Vassilyevfeltarepulsionforherwhitefurandforhervoice,andwalkedawayfromher。Itseemedtohimhotandstifling,andhisheartbeganthrobbingslowlybutviolently,likeahammer——

one!two!three!

\"Letusgoaway!\"hesaid,pullingtheartistbyhissleeve。

\"Waitalittle;letmefinish。\"

Whiletheartistandthemedicalstudentwerefinishingthequadrille,toavoidlookingatthewomen,Vassilyevscrutinizedthemusicians。Arespectable-lookingoldmaninspectacles,ratherlikeMarshalBazaine,wasplayingthepiano;ayoungmanwithafairbeard,dressedinthelatestfashion,wasplayingtheviolin。Theyoungmanhadafacethatdidnotlookstupidnorexhausted,butintelligent,youthful,andfresh。Hewasdressedfancifullyandwithtaste;heplayedwithfeeling。Itwasamysteryhowheandtherespectable-lookingoldmanhadcomehere。Howwasittheywerenotashamedtosithere?Whatweretheythinkingaboutwhentheylookedatthewomen?

Iftheviolinandthepianohadbeenplayedbymeninrags,lookinghungry,gloomy,drunken,withdissipatedorstupidfaces,thenonecouldhaveunderstoodtheirpresence,perhaps。Asitwas,Vassilyevcouldnotunderstanditatall。Herecalledthestoryofthefallenwomanhehadonceread,andhethoughtnowthatthathumanfigurewiththeguiltysmilehadnothingincommonwithwhathewasseeingnow。Itseemedtohimthathewasseeingnotfallenwomen,butsomedifferentworldquiteapart,alientohimandincomprehensible;ifhehadseenthisworldbeforeonthestage,orreadofitinabook,hewouldnothavebelievedinit……

Thewomanwiththewhitefurburstoutlaughingagainandutteredaloathsomesentenceinaloudvoice。Afeelingofdisgusttookpossessionofhim。Heflushedcrimsonandwentoutoftheroom。

\"Waitaminute,wearecomingtoo!\"theartistshoutedtohim。

IV

\"Whileweweredancing,\"saidthemedicalstudent,astheyallthreewentoutintothestreet,\"Ihadaconversationwithmypartner。Wetalkedaboutherfirstromance。He,thehero,wasanaccountantatSmolenskwithawifeandfivechildren。Shewasseventeen,andshelivedwithherpapaandmamma,whosoldsoapandcandles。\"

\"Howdidhewinherheart?\"askedVassilyev。

\"Byspendingfiftyroublesonunderclothesforher。Whatnext!\"

\"Soheknewhowtogethispartner’sstoryoutofher,\"thoughtVassilyevaboutthemedicalstudent。\"ButIdon’tknowhowto。\"

\"Isay,Iamgoinghome!\"hesaid。

\"Whatfor?\"

\"BecauseIdon’tknowhowtobehavehere。Besides,Iambored,disgusted。Whatisthereamusinginit?Iftheywerehumanbeings——buttheyaresavagesandanimals。Iamgoing;doasyoulike。\"

\"Come,Grisha,Grigory,darling……\"saidtheartistinatearfulvoice,huggingVassilyev,\"comealong!Let’sgotoonemoretogetheranddamnationtakethem!……Pleasedo,Grisha!\"

TheypersuadedVassilyevandledhimupastaircase。Inthecarpetandthegiltbanisters,intheporterwhoopenedthedoor,andinthepanelsthatdecoratedthehall,thesameS。Streetstylewasapparent,butcarriedtoagreaterperfection,moreimposing。

\"Ireallywillgohome!\"saidVassilyevashewastakingoffhiscoat。

\"Come,come,dearboy,\"saidtheartist,andhekissedhimontheneck。\"Don’tbetiresome……Gri-gri,beagoodcomrade!Wecametogether,wewillgobacktogether。Whatabeastyouare,really!\"

\"Icanwaitforyouinthestreet。Ithinkit’sloathsome,really!\"

\"Come,come,Grisha……Ifitisloathsome,youcanobserveit!Doyouunderstand?Youcanobserve!\"

\"Onemusttakeanobjectiveviewofthings,\"saidthemedicalstudentgravely。

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